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I had been very pleased with my psychiatric care, and I have been feeling better.

I realized that my doctor is not actually good at all; almost all communication is with non-verbal "body language codes," appointments involve minimal discussion of treatment options, I must ask for almost all med changes and doses/drug-IDs of them (and I do), and the doctor is quite late to many appointments.

I had been very pleased when I noticed that I was doing much better; I just realized today that it was my own suggestions about medications and my own interpretations of the "body language codes," which do not bother me any more and which I forced myself to take very seriously, that were helping me improve. The medications I'm on are very helpful, not the psychiatric appointments. My care is not going as it should have been in one sense; I should be doing much better at this point in time, but the problem is political, not medical.

I am doing much better and will continue seeing the same doctor for now; aside from "doing almost nothing other than body language codes," which might be some sort of attemptedly funny prank, the doctor is fine in the sense that I get medications without hassle and don't get abused--actually, it would be very difficult to bother me for long at this point.

I was fooled before because, not being able to talk and not being a psychiatrist, there was something I hadn't thought of regarding how a psychiatric doctor should act with patients...I never thought I was knowledgeable about medicine, because I'm not. I also can't talk to anyone else, which prevents me from finding out if my doctor is doing it right...it's another inhumane abuse by Congress and DOS. They are trying to ruin my health to make me look unstable so they can keep me as a human trafficking victim.

My other doctor, Dr. Wein, appears to be fine.

-Philip White

On Sunday, March 20, 2022 at 1:03:11 PM UTC-4, B.H. wrote:
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> I had been very pleased with my psychiatric care, and I have been feeling better.
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> I realized that my doctor is not actually good at all; almost all communication is with non-verbal "body language codes," appointments involve minimal discussion of treatment options, I must ask for almost all med changes and doses/drug-IDs of them (and I do), and the doctor is quite late to many appointments.
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> I had been very pleased when I noticed that I was doing much better; I just realized today that it was my own suggestions about medications and my own interpretations of the "body language codes," which do not bother me any more and which I forced myself to take very seriously, that were helping me improve. The medications I'm on are very helpful, not the psychiatric appointments. My care is not going as it should have been in one sense; I should be doing much better at this point in time, but the problem is political, not medical.
>
> I am doing much better and will continue seeing the same doctor for now; aside from "doing almost nothing other than body language codes," which might be some sort of attemptedly funny prank, the doctor is fine in the sense that I get medications without hassle and don't get abused--actually, it would be very difficult to bother me for long at this point.
>
> I was fooled before because, not being able to talk and not being a psychiatrist, there was something I hadn't thought of regarding how a psychiatric doctor should act with patients...I never thought I was knowledgeable about medicine, because I'm not. I also can't talk to anyone else, which prevents me from finding out if my doctor is doing it right...it's another inhumane abuse by Congress and DOS. They are trying to ruin my health to make me look unstable so they can keep me as a human trafficking victim.
>
> My other doctor, Dr. Wein, appears to be fine.
>
> -Philip White

Also, I don't know if my HS/college doctor, who took me off all meds in Oct 2006, was good or not. Perhaps it was a maneuver to make a statement about how I was going to be treated by others at UMW (??), but aside from possibly relevant political motivations, I know as a patient that it was partly unhealthy for me to be taken off all meds for months at that time. I don't know if that sort of thing is done in psych medicine, but clearly it was partly a political move--either a helpful maneuver to help me, perhaps psychologically insulating me from traumas I might face while also inflicting a political consequence on those who might react improperly to me, I definitely think that might be a possibility...or it was a political favor to bad guys to discredit me.

I've seen the maneuver of letting me go off all meds, followed up by a trauma that I handled better than I would have otherwise, happen two other times, so it is entirely possible that my 2006 doctor was acting in my best interests...I do note that "psychological shocks" from bad-guy politically motivated actors seem to hurt less when I'm not on meds.

-Philip White

On 3/20/2022 10:03 AM, B.H. wrote:
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> I had been very pleased with my psychiatric care, and I have been feeling better.
>
> I realized that my doctor is not actually good at all; almost all communication is with non-verbal "body language codes," appointments involve minimal discussion of treatment options, I must ask for almost all med changes and doses/drug-IDs of them (and I do), and the doctor is quite late to many appointments.
>
> I had been very pleased when I noticed that I was doing much better; I just realized today that it was my own suggestions about medications and my own interpretations of the "body language codes," which do not bother me any more and which I forced myself to take very seriously, that were helping me improve. The medications I'm on are very helpful, not the psychiatric appointments. My care is not going as it should have been in one sense; I should be doing much better at this point in time, but the problem is political, not medical.
>
> I am doing much better and will continue seeing the same doctor for now; aside from "doing almost nothing other than body language codes," which might be some sort of attemptedly funny prank, the doctor is fine in the sense that I get medications without hassle and don't get abused--actually, it would be very difficult to bother me for long at this point.
>
> I was fooled before because, not being able to talk and not being a psychiatrist, there was something I hadn't thought of regarding how a psychiatric doctor should act with patients...I never thought I was knowledgeable about medicine, because I'm not. I also can't talk to anyone else, which prevents me from finding out if my doctor is doing it right...it's another inhumane abuse by Congress and DOS. They are trying to ruin my health to make me look unstable so they can keep me as a human trafficking victim.
>
> My other doctor, Dr. Wein, appears to be fine.
>
> -Philip White

Did your brane fell out?

On Monday, March 21, 2022 at 10:38:37 AM UTC-4, Heywood Jablome wrote:
> On 3/20/2022 10:03 AM, B.H. wrote:
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> > I had been very pleased with my psychiatric care, and I have been feeling better.
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> > I realized that my doctor is not actually good at all; almost all communication is with non-verbal "body language codes," appointments involve minimal discussion of treatment options, I must ask for almost all med changes and doses/drug-IDs of them (and I do), and the doctor is quite late to many appointments.
> >
> > I had been very pleased when I noticed that I was doing much better; I just realized today that it was my own suggestions about medications and my own interpretations of the "body language codes," which do not bother me any more and which I forced myself to take very seriously, that were helping me improve. The medications I'm on are very helpful, not the psychiatric appointments. My care is not going as it should have been in one sense; I should be doing much better at this point in time, but the problem is political, not medical.
> >
> > I am doing much better and will continue seeing the same doctor for now; aside from "doing almost nothing other than body language codes," which might be some sort of attemptedly funny prank, the doctor is fine in the sense that I get medications without hassle and don't get abused--actually, it would be very difficult to bother me for long at this point.
> >
> > I was fooled before because, not being able to talk and not being a psychiatrist, there was something I hadn't thought of regarding how a psychiatric doctor should act with patients...I never thought I was knowledgeable about medicine, because I'm not. I also can't talk to anyone else, which prevents me from finding out if my doctor is doing it right...it's another inhumane abuse by Congress and DOS. They are trying to ruin my health to make me look unstable so they can keep me as a human trafficking victim.
> >
> > My other doctor, Dr. Wein, appears to be fine.
> >
> > -Philip White
> Did your brane fell out?

Would you go away?

On Sunday, March 20, 2022 at 1:03:11 PM UTC-4, B.H. wrote:
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> I had been very pleased with my psychiatric care, and I have been feeling better.
>
> I realized that my doctor is not actually good at all; almost all communication is with non-verbal "body language codes," appointments involve minimal discussion of treatment options, I must ask for almost all med changes and doses/drug-IDs of them (and I do), and the doctor is quite late to many appointments.
>
> I had been very pleased when I noticed that I was doing much better; I just realized today that it was my own suggestions about medications and my own interpretations of the "body language codes," which do not bother me any more and which I forced myself to take very seriously, that were helping me improve. The medications I'm on are very helpful, not the psychiatric appointments. My care is not going as it should have been in one sense; I should be doing much better at this point in time, but the problem is political, not medical.
>
> I am doing much better and will continue seeing the same doctor for now; aside from "doing almost nothing other than body language codes," which might be some sort of attemptedly funny prank, the doctor is fine in the sense that I get medications without hassle and don't get abused--actually, it would be very difficult to bother me for long at this point.
>
> I was fooled before because, not being able to talk and not being a psychiatrist, there was something I hadn't thought of regarding how a psychiatric doctor should act with patients...I never thought I was knowledgeable about medicine, because I'm not. I also can't talk to anyone else, which prevents me from finding out if my doctor is doing it right...it's another inhumane abuse by Congress and DOS. They are trying to ruin my health to make me look unstable so they can keep me as a human trafficking victim.
>
> My other doctor, Dr. Wein, appears to be fine.
>
> -Philip White

In the spirit of accuracy, I should indicate that I do not know anything much about psychiatry; it is possible that my doctor is trying and doing a good job, and political bad guys have imposed circumstances that I do not understand scientifically that have interfered with my ability to get better, in spite of me at least taking my treatment seriously. Maybe the fact that I'm still a bit sick/unhappy is more the fault of Congress than my doctor; it's not as though they haven't interfered with my medical care numerous times before.

-Philip White

On 4/4/2022 12:05 PM, B.H. wrote:
> On Sunday, March 20, 2022 at 1:03:11 PM UTC-4, B.H. wrote:
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>> I had been very pleased with my psychiatric care, and I have been feeling better.
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>> I realized that my doctor is not actually good at all; almost all communication is with non-verbal "body language codes," appointments involve minimal discussion of treatment options, I must ask for almost all med changes and doses/drug-IDs of them (and I do), and the doctor is quite late to many appointments.
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>> I had been very pleased when I noticed that I was doing much better; I just realized today that it was my own suggestions about medications and my own interpretations of the "body language codes," which do not bother me any more and which I forced myself to take very seriously, that were helping me improve. The medications I'm on are very helpful, not the psychiatric appointments. My care is not going as it should have been in one sense; I should be doing much better at this point in time, but the problem is political, not medical.
>>
>> I am doing much better and will continue seeing the same doctor for now; aside from "doing almost nothing other than body language codes," which might be some sort of attemptedly funny prank, the doctor is fine in the sense that I get medications without hassle and don't get abused--actually, it would be very difficult to bother me for long at this point.
>>
>> I was fooled before because, not being able to talk and not being a psychiatrist, there was something I hadn't thought of regarding how a psychiatric doctor should act with patients...I never thought I was knowledgeable about medicine, because I'm not. I also can't talk to anyone else, which prevents me from finding out if my doctor is doing it right...it's another inhumane abuse by Congress and DOS. They are trying to ruin my health to make me look unstable so they can keep me as a human trafficking victim.
>>
>> My other doctor, Dr. Wein, appears to be fine.
>>
>> -Philip White
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> In the spirit of accuracy, I should indicate that I do not know anything much about psychiatry; it is possible that my doctor is trying and doing a good job, and political bad guys have imposed circumstances that I do not understand scientifically that have interfered with my ability to get better, in spite of me at least taking my treatment seriously. Maybe the fact that I'm still a bit sick/unhappy is more the fault of Congress than my doctor; it's not as though they haven't interfered with my medical care numerous times before.
>
> -Philip White

Did your brane fell out?