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 by: B.H. - Mon, 6 Jun 2022 19:03 UTC

My psychiatrist's name is Jason Kudurogianis. I will be careful not to defame him. He canceled his appointment with me at 2:45 p.m. by not showing up to work, apparently.

What could be going on? Is this about how "nothing gives me pause," so I am sick beyond anyone's wildest dreams and must be held and not treated properly for my psychiatric condition that was giving trouble sleeping at night?

It's absurd. A real doctor, if he/she had a concern about my behavior or health, would not try to be a secretive spy about it. I deserve to have my treatment options discussed with me. If this is another nutty covert operation to blame me, the victim, for how I was hurt, THEN I DEMAND TO HAVE MY TREATMENT OPTIONS DISCUSSED WITH ME. A lot of bad doctors think they are James Bond, elite undercover counter-patientist, hunting various patients whom they see.

If any doctor wants to accuse me of having behaved improperly, TELL ME THAT.. See, I am accusing my doctor of being bad; why can't you talk??

It is absurd to suggest that I haven't behaved *perfectly*, given how I've been treated and how shoddy my medical care has been. If the next nutty plot twist is that Dr. Wein also dislikes me and thinks my quest for my freedom from CIA trafficking is bad, then that just means he is a bad doctor who has refused to discuss my treatment with me. YOU ARE NOT SPIES, NO MATTER WHO BLEW YOU A KISS. If you have a concern about my behavior, you are required to discuss that with me and not hide behind a political veil of secrecy and lies. I assert that my behavior has been perfect and very honorable..

-Philip White

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 by: B.H. - Mon, 6 Jun 2022 20:26 UTC

On Monday, June 6, 2022 at 3:03:52 PM UTC-4, B.H. wrote:
> My psychiatrist's name is Jason Kudurogianis. I will be careful not to defame him. He canceled his appointment with me at 2:45 p.m. by not showing up to work, apparently.
>
> What could be going on? Is this about how "nothing gives me pause," so I am sick beyond anyone's wildest dreams and must be held and not treated properly for my psychiatric condition that was giving trouble sleeping at night?
>
> It's absurd. A real doctor, if he/she had a concern about my behavior or health, would not try to be a secretive spy about it. I deserve to have my treatment options discussed with me. If this is another nutty covert operation to blame me, the victim, for how I was hurt, THEN I DEMAND TO HAVE MY TREATMENT OPTIONS DISCUSSED WITH ME. A lot of bad doctors think they are James Bond, elite undercover counter-patientist, hunting various patients whom they see.
>
> If any doctor wants to accuse me of having behaved improperly, TELL ME THAT. See, I am accusing my doctor of being bad; why can't you talk??
>
> It is absurd to suggest that I haven't behaved *perfectly*, given how I've been treated and how shoddy my medical care has been. If the next nutty plot twist is that Dr. Wein also dislikes me and thinks my quest for my freedom from CIA trafficking is bad, then that just means he is a bad doctor who has refused to discuss my treatment with me. YOU ARE NOT SPIES, NO MATTER WHO BLEW YOU A KISS. If you have a concern about my behavior, you are required to discuss that with me and not hide behind a political veil of secrecy and lies. I assert that my behavior has been perfect and very honorable.
>
> -Philip White

"It's absurd. A real doctor, if he/she had a concern about my behavior or health, ..."

....that sentence is not intended to imply that Dr. K is not a "real doctor," just that, literally speaking, I'm not sure that he is a "really good doctor." I mean "real doctor" figuratively.

"A lot of bad doctors think they are James Bond, elite undercover counter-patientist, hunting various patients whom they see. "

....sentences like this one do not apply if I am mistaken about my impression and opinion of Dr. K. I am trying to not defame him. I am trying to be careful. My point is that my reactions are intended as opinion, and I'm not trying to "cast a false light" on anything...my comments are opinions of mine, and the literal facts as I state them are true, but my impressions and figurative speech are my opinion, and some of my use of language is figurative and not a literal description of what I'm experiencing. I tend to get "artsy" in my writing when I am not listened to the first time, which has happened often to me.

I wrote that within 24 hours of my original post, which I think would suggest that I wouldn't be successfully sued for defamation, since I couldn't have done any real damage to Dr. K's reputation with anything but the truth given my quick clarification. It is possible that I don't understand Dr. K or why he is often late or why he didn't show up to the appointment today or why my meds were increased to the right levels very slowly. Maybe he is a good doctor and I don't understand him or what he is doing. What makes me suspicious is that I'm pretty sure he reads my Facebook and Usenet, and yet there has been no discussion relevant to anything but my health issues, which is fine, but my health took a really long time to improve given that I did not know the right doses of the meds I was on, and wasn't on them for some time.

-Philip White

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 by: M Kfivethousand - Fri, 29 Jul 2022 00:45 UTC

On Monday, June 6, 2022 at 2:03:52 PM UTC-5, B.H. wrote:
> My psychiatrist's name is Jason Kudurogianis. I will be careful not to defame him. He canceled his appointment with me at 2:45 p.m. by not showing up to work, apparently.
>
> What could be going on? Is this about how "nothing gives me pause," so I am sick beyond anyone's wildest dreams and must be held and not treated properly for my psychiatric condition that was giving trouble sleeping at night?
>
> It's absurd. A real doctor, if he/she had a concern about my behavior or health, would not try to be a secretive spy about it. I deserve to have my treatment options discussed with me. If this is another nutty covert operation to blame me, the victim, for how I was hurt, THEN I DEMAND TO HAVE MY TREATMENT OPTIONS DISCUSSED WITH ME. A lot of bad doctors think they are James Bond, elite undercover counter-patientist, hunting various patients whom they see.
>
> If any doctor wants to accuse me of having behaved improperly, TELL ME THAT. See, I am accusing my doctor of being bad; why can't you talk??
>
> It is absurd to suggest that I haven't behaved *perfectly*, given how I've been treated and how shoddy my medical care has been. If the next nutty plot twist is that Dr. Wein also dislikes me and thinks my quest for my freedom from CIA trafficking is bad, then that just means he is a bad doctor who has refused to discuss my treatment with me. YOU ARE NOT SPIES, NO MATTER WHO BLEW YOU A KISS. If you have a concern about my behavior, you are required to discuss that with me and not hide behind a political veil of secrecy and lies. I assert that my behavior has been perfect and very honorable.
>
> -Philip White

I just switched from PPO (cobra) to cheaper HMO (ick) and needed to establish primary care new doctor “in network” relationship. Need to have one in my back pocket, in case I get sick, because I can no longer just go to whoever I need when I need them, need to go through named primary first. For everything. Like, you can’t fart without your primary care referral in this system. Stupid system, waste of time.

Chose a totally random one, and surprise, so far I did not hate her

mk5000

I gotta pay the cobra- day and night.
Juice the needle or I’m out of sight.
It’s an evil affair- no love in sight.
Just pay the cobra, pay the cobra, pay the cobra.==The Bellrays - Pay the Cobra

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 by: B.H. - Fri, 29 Jul 2022 01:06 UTC

On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:45:51 PM UTC-4, M Kfivethousand wrote:
> On Monday, June 6, 2022 at 2:03:52 PM UTC-5, B.H. wrote:
> > My psychiatrist's name is Jason Kudurogianis. I will be careful not to defame him. He canceled his appointment with me at 2:45 p.m. by not showing up to work, apparently.
> >
> > What could be going on? Is this about how "nothing gives me pause," so I am sick beyond anyone's wildest dreams and must be held and not treated properly for my psychiatric condition that was giving trouble sleeping at night?
> >
> > It's absurd. A real doctor, if he/she had a concern about my behavior or health, would not try to be a secretive spy about it. I deserve to have my treatment options discussed with me. If this is another nutty covert operation to blame me, the victim, for how I was hurt, THEN I DEMAND TO HAVE MY TREATMENT OPTIONS DISCUSSED WITH ME. A lot of bad doctors think they are James Bond, elite undercover counter-patientist, hunting various patients whom they see.
> >
> > If any doctor wants to accuse me of having behaved improperly, TELL ME THAT. See, I am accusing my doctor of being bad; why can't you talk??
> >
> > It is absurd to suggest that I haven't behaved *perfectly*, given how I've been treated and how shoddy my medical care has been. If the next nutty plot twist is that Dr. Wein also dislikes me and thinks my quest for my freedom from CIA trafficking is bad, then that just means he is a bad doctor who has refused to discuss my treatment with me. YOU ARE NOT SPIES, NO MATTER WHO BLEW YOU A KISS. If you have a concern about my behavior, you are required to discuss that with me and not hide behind a political veil of secrecy and lies. I assert that my behavior has been perfect and very honorable..
> >
> > -Philip White
> I just switched from PPO (cobra) to cheaper HMO (ick) and needed to establish primary care new doctor “in network” relationship. Need to have one in my back pocket, in case I get sick, because I can no longer just go to whoever I need when I need them, need to go through named primary first. For everything. Like, you can’t fart without your primary care referral in this system. Stupid system, waste of time.
>
> Chose a totally random one, and surprise, so far I did not hate her
>

Yeah, I think "most randomly selected" doctors are good. You sometimes have to watch for referrals; if someone doesn't like you and refers you to a bad doctor, you might feel trapped and if you get another referral and another bad doctor, you might start to think that all doctors are bad. A lot of times, just picking one on the internet, or asking a provider you've had a good experience with, is the best way to find a doctor who is unlikely to be bad...if you just check the internet ratings and see "pretty good" ones and no bad ones, that can be a good sign.

I don't know all of your terms, but it doesn't sound that bad to me to have to go through you primary doctor...you primary doctor, if trustworthy, might send you to the right specialist...there are bad specialists out there, at least in VA for psych--some very bad ones. It does sound unfortunate that your insurance is forcing you to do something against your will, though....ideally you would get more freedom and not treated "paternalistically" by the system.

-Philip

> mk5000
>
> I gotta pay the cobra- day and night.
> Juice the needle or I’m out of sight.
> It’s an evil affair- no love in sight.
> Just pay the cobra, pay the cobra, pay the cobra.==The Bellrays - Pay the Cobra

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