On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 1:22:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 12:59:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 12:21:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:45:01 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:36:00 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:30:33 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:26:25 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:12:36 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:31:50 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:13:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:12:11 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 10:55:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 10:54:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:54:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:49:57 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:43:21 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:23:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:19:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:55:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:29:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:22:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 6:10:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:40:14 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:37:28 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:31:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:26:41 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:20:24 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:17:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 3:12:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 2:56:08 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 2:38:12 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 1:36:29 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:41:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:37:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:34:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:51:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:19:33 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:38:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:34:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:30:06 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:27:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:19:32 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:11:07 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:10:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:09:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:02:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:53:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:40:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:34:27 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:23:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:20:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 3:25:30 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E..g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Great news about my work activities today: I came up with one new huge, great math breakthrough, and I figured out an idea for a second one that I will investigate over the next few days. I won't share any details though.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses...I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly...that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Someone stole my last iPod this morning. It turns out they put it back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.yahoo.com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > `
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * does not require
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges...nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids...the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV8NHsmVMPE
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession...he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator...perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
> > > >
> > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
> > > >
> > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
> > > >
> > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
> > >
> > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally....you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.

On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 2:10:55 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 1:22:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 12:59:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 12:21:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:45:01 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:36:00 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:30:33 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:26:25 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:12:36 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:31:50 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:29:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:37:28 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:31:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:41:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:37:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:34:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:51:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:19:33 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:38:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:34:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:30:06 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:27:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:19:32 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:11:07 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:10:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:09:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:02:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:53:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:40:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:34:27 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:23:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:20:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 3:25:30 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do.. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it....it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Clue: I'm Taiwan."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Cool, based on a quick look at the Taiwanese stock exchange index so far for today, it looks like I may have triggered the 4th biggest loss this month.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * all without support afterwards
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A comment about Peter Olcott: I think that is not his real name, and he is aggressively trying to stalk at least one person who was a cleared NSA contractor other than me. He sures seems motivated.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Great news about my work activities today: I came up with one new huge, great math breakthrough, and I figured out an idea for a second one that I will investigate over the next few days. I won't share any details though.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so....it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way.. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses...I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly...that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Someone stole my last iPod this morning. It turns out they put it back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Don't be merciful this time. Make it painful.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.yahoo..com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges....nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids...the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while....the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV8NHsmVMPE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession...he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator...perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
> > > > >
> > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
> > > > >
> > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
> > > > >
> > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
> > > >
> > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.
> I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.

On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:53:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:40:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:34:27 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:23:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:20:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 3:25:30 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Clue: I'm Taiwan."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Cool, based on a quick look at the Taiwanese stock exchange index so far for today, it looks like I may have triggered the 4th biggest loss this month.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem.. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * all without support afterwards
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Great news about my work activities today: I came up with one new huge, great math breakthrough, and I figured out an idea for a second one that I will investigate over the next few days. I won't share any details though.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses...I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly...that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way.. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Don't be merciful this time. Make it painful.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.yahoo.com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges....nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids...the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV8NHsmVMPE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession...he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator...perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
> > > > >
> > > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.
> > I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.
> It is possible that, because I had chosen to use insults to anger my criminal adversaries and allow them to become obsessed with me to "see where it leads," that the system has been slower to help me, although it has also likely been more greatly damaged for refusing to embrace basic common sense and human decency. It was my choice, although I was being very aggressively and upsettingly tormented in unusual ways when I was having to make this decision--I was psychologically different from the harassment, and desperate to strike back forcefully. It's surely true that some people have struck back more graciously and civilly than I did, and in a less war-like way, while even more desperate and less fortunate than I was. I am of course careful to respect my great predecessors, much more so than most people in any field. I got that idea itself from Ursula K. LeGuin's criticism of J.K. Rowling. I think my conduct was very excellent, okay, and "good enough" by far that, by rights, work, service, accurate arguments, and virtue, I deserved to get out of trouble by the very latest in May 2021. It is very disappointing that I am still here, the intransigence of American human-trafficking supporters is disgusting and must be punished.

On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Clue: I'm Taiwan."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Cool, based on a quick look at the Taiwanese stock exchange index so far for today, it looks like I may have triggered the 4th biggest loss this month.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * interpersonally unskilled (according to you and your pebbles)
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I meant to say:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * all without support afterwards
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Great news about my work activities today: I came up with one new huge, great math breakthrough, and I figured out an idea for a second one that I will investigate over the next few days. I won't share any details though.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XUBNc1jHqY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses....I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly...that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Someone stole my last iPod this morning. It turns out they put it back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Don't be merciful this time. Make it painful.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > -Philip White (philipw...@gmail.com)
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.yahoo.com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges...nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids...the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV8NHsmVMPE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession....he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator...perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks.. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > > > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position..
> > > I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.
> > It is possible that, because I had chosen to use insults to anger my criminal adversaries and allow them to become obsessed with me to "see where it leads," that the system has been slower to help me, although it has also likely been more greatly damaged for refusing to embrace basic common sense and human decency. It was my choice, although I was being very aggressively and upsettingly tormented in unusual ways when I was having to make this decision--I was psychologically different from the harassment, and desperate to strike back forcefully. It's surely true that some people have struck back more graciously and civilly than I did, and in a less war-like way, while even more desperate and less fortunate than I was. I am of course careful to respect my great predecessors, much more so than most people in any field. I got that idea itself from Ursula K. LeGuin's criticism of J.K. Rowling. I think my conduct was very excellent, okay, and "good enough" by far that, by rights, work, service, accurate arguments, and virtue, I deserved to get out of trouble by the very latest in May 2021. It is very disappointing that I am still here, the intransigence of American human-trafficking supporters is disgusting and must be punished.
> A key criticism of "soccer mom type activists," who could in theory be OK and great at homegrown political lobbying, is that they are *way too accepting* of presented plans by bad guys, and *way too reluctant* to truly *verbally, rhetorically, publicly blast* leaders who do not get them results or do things that are morally despicable in horrible ways that damage the country.
>
> If some Bernie Sanders guy tortures the guy who was supposed to sell tech companies the AI stop school shootings, and then becomes demonically obsessed with the elite scholar whom he tortured instead of making a deal with, and prances around trying to say things like "suck our sauce" to somehow wound his ego or somehow justify people he dislikes in an extremely, outlandishly, perhaps piratically un-American way (Jack Sparrow is still a fictional character, I'm apparently still warning you....), the people like the Tennessee woman will *not* choose a *very* aggressive contingency plan. At her most desperate, if school kids near her kids get shot at again, she will *barge in front of media cameras and **demand a plan**, insisting that...*shock of shocks indeed*...the politicians AREN'T BEING SERIOUS ABOUT DOING THEIR JOBS.* That is very obvious, and that point being made is hardly an adequate "doomsday scenario response" to politicians not measuring up. Basically, average Americans have still been convinced that the need to "work *with* the Republicans, i.e., Congress, to a find solution to the problems we all face." No one will ever call for the resignation of any of the political leaders; no one will ever air the dirty laundry of political leaders who own slaves, or start a big protest about Matt Gaetz's child sex slaves, or the Democrats' slaves, including me. They think, "well, they may be despicable, but we have to talk to *someone*!" They believe that every vote counts, and John Stewart has some sway, too, and I'm "not powerful enough" to be worth it. I am powerful enough, and ethical enough to *actually be taken seriously* and I do not lie. Activists who would talk to Gaetz and not me are *very carefully psychologically profiled*, including by concerned child abuse victim advocates. You don't even necessarily have to talk to me, but you have to obtain "non-filthy-and-therefore-essentially-worse-than-'radioactive' access granted" to Congressional leaders, you *must* stand up for abuse victims whom Congressmen have targeted in their personal lives, often for sport. You wouldn't want to meet with Adolf Hitler or Robert E. Lee to get things done, or Stalin--right??? You do indeed need to clean up the filth of the "political resources" you're accessing, or you're essentially accessing the moral equivalent of Osama bin Laden, and asking for his/their help at reforming American politics. You can't get anything out of these guys unless you at least *try* to halt their predatory crimes. At least speak out about it, and not just play the "I wanna be selfish" note...politics is about all kinds of of different people's needs, self-interest is important, but you cannot have a Congressman who "works exclusively for your interests as one person"...you need a decent, fair, pro-law coalition to approach non-evil Congressmen, and literally, yes, apologize for the horrific crimes of bad political leaders when you approach the legislative organization that employs both your target political resource and the criminals, or you're going be deemed, by broader political society, to be "a homeless person asking for one-thousand-dollar bills from fast food workers." You have to get it right if you want to make a difference in the big leagues.

On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:07:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:19:32 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:11:07 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:10:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:09:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:02:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:53:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:40:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:34:27 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:23:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:20:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 3:25:30 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot.."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like..* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Clue: I'm Taiwan."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Cool, based on a quick look at the Taiwanese stock exchange index so far for today, it looks like I may have triggered the 4th biggest loss this month.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * interpersonally unskilled (according to you and your pebbles)
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * all without support afterwards
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Great news about my work activities today: I came up with one new huge, great math breakthrough, and I figured out an idea for a second one that I will investigate over the next few days. I won't share any details though..
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses....I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly...that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www..yahoo.com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now....I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April.. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges...nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids...the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV8NHsmVMPE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession....he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g.., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator...perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > > > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > > > > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.
> > > > I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.
> > > It is possible that, because I had chosen to use insults to anger my criminal adversaries and allow them to become obsessed with me to "see where it leads," that the system has been slower to help me, although it has also likely been more greatly damaged for refusing to embrace basic common sense and human decency. It was my choice, although I was being very aggressively and upsettingly tormented in unusual ways when I was having to make this decision--I was psychologically different from the harassment, and desperate to strike back forcefully. It's surely true that some people have struck back more graciously and civilly than I did, and in a less war-like way, while even more desperate and less fortunate than I was. I am of course careful to respect my great predecessors, much more so than most people in any field. I got that idea itself from Ursula K. LeGuin's criticism of J.K. Rowling. I think my conduct was very excellent, okay, and "good enough" by far that, by rights, work, service, accurate arguments, and virtue, I deserved to get out of trouble by the very latest in May 2021. It is very disappointing that I am still here, the intransigence of American human-trafficking supporters is disgusting and must be punished.
> > A key criticism of "soccer mom type activists," who could in theory be OK and great at homegrown political lobbying, is that they are *way too accepting* of presented plans by bad guys, and *way too reluctant* to truly *verbally, rhetorically, publicly blast* leaders who do not get them results or do things that are morally despicable in horrible ways that damage the country.
> >
> > If some Bernie Sanders guy tortures the guy who was supposed to sell tech companies the AI stop school shootings, and then becomes demonically obsessed with the elite scholar whom he tortured instead of making a deal with, and prances around trying to say things like "suck our sauce" to somehow wound his ego or somehow justify people he dislikes in an extremely, outlandishly, perhaps piratically un-American way (Jack Sparrow is still a fictional character, I'm apparently still warning you....), the people like the Tennessee woman will *not* choose a *very* aggressive contingency plan. At her most desperate, if school kids near her kids get shot at again, she will *barge in front of media cameras and **demand a plan**, insisting that...*shock of shocks indeed*...the politicians AREN'T BEING SERIOUS ABOUT DOING THEIR JOBS.* That is very obvious, and that point being made is hardly an adequate "doomsday scenario response" to politicians not measuring up. Basically, average Americans have still been convinced that the need to "work *with* the Republicans, i.e., Congress, to a find solution to the problems we all face." No one will ever call for the resignation of any of the political leaders; no one will ever air the dirty laundry of political leaders who own slaves, or start a big protest about Matt Gaetz's child sex slaves, or the Democrats' slaves, including me. They think, "well, they may be despicable, but we have to talk to *someone*!" They believe that every vote counts, and John Stewart has some sway, too, and I'm "not powerful enough" to be worth it. I am powerful enough, and ethical enough to *actually be taken seriously* and I do not lie. Activists who would talk to Gaetz and not me are *very carefully psychologically profiled*, including by concerned child abuse victim advocates. You don't even necessarily have to talk to me, but you have to obtain "non-filthy-and-therefore-essentially-worse-than-'radioactive' access granted" to Congressional leaders, you *must* stand up for abuse victims whom Congressmen have targeted in their personal lives, often for sport. You wouldn't want to meet with Adolf Hitler or Robert E. Lee to get things done, or Stalin--right??? You do indeed need to clean up the filth of the "political resources" you're accessing, or you're essentially accessing the moral equivalent of Osama bin Laden, and asking for his/their help at reforming American politics. You can't get anything out of these guys unless you at least *try* to halt their predatory crimes. At least speak out about it, and not just play the "I wanna be selfish" note...politics is about all kinds of of different people's needs, self-interest is important, but you cannot have a Congressman who "works exclusively for your interests as one person"...you need a decent, fair, pro-law coalition to approach non-evil Congressmen, and literally, yes, apologize for the horrific crimes of bad political leaders when you approach the legislative organization that employs both your target political resource and the criminals, or you're going be deemed, by broader political society, to be "a homeless person asking for one-thousand-dollar bills from fast food workers." You have to get it right if you want to make a difference in the big leagues.
> *in a really deep voice* "Yo, uh, Jane Leyland? Hey, it's me. Uh, so I don't want to sound like, you know, a cad or whatever, but do you know anything about the whereabouts of any of the, uh...let me see, uh...any of the...'Follow Back Girls?' I'm asking for a friend."
>
> (check this out guys, this is gonna work so great, it's gonna be amazing....*just watch*....)

On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:14:01 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:49:57 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 6:10:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:40:14 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:37:28 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:31:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:26:41 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:20:24 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:17:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 3:12:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 2:56:08 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 2:38:12 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 1:36:29 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:41:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:37:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:34:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:51:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:19:33 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:38:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:34:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:30:06 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:27:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:19:32 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:11:07 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:10:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:09:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:02:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:53:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:40:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:34:27 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:23:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:20:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 3:25:30 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever.. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses...I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly...that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges...nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids...the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession...he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e..g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator...perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
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> > > > > > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
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> > > > > > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
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> > > > > > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > > > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
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> > > > > > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > > > > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > > > > > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed.. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.
> > > > > I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.
> > > > It is possible that, because I had chosen to use insults to anger my criminal adversaries and allow them to become obsessed with me to "see where it leads," that the system has been slower to help me, although it has also likely been more greatly damaged for refusing to embrace basic common sense and human decency. It was my choice, although I was being very aggressively and upsettingly tormented in unusual ways when I was having to make this decision--I was psychologically different from the harassment, and desperate to strike back forcefully. It's surely true that some people have struck back more graciously and civilly than I did, and in a less war-like way, while even more desperate and less fortunate than I was. I am of course careful to respect my great predecessors, much more so than most people in any field. I got that idea itself from Ursula K. LeGuin's criticism of J.K. Rowling. I think my conduct was very excellent, okay, and "good enough" by far that, by rights, work, service, accurate arguments, and virtue, I deserved to get out of trouble by the very latest in May 2021. It is very disappointing that I am still here, the intransigence of American human-trafficking supporters is disgusting and must be punished.
> > > A key criticism of "soccer mom type activists," who could in theory be OK and great at homegrown political lobbying, is that they are *way too accepting* of presented plans by bad guys, and *way too reluctant* to truly *verbally, rhetorically, publicly blast* leaders who do not get them results or do things that are morally despicable in horrible ways that damage the country.
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> > > If some Bernie Sanders guy tortures the guy who was supposed to sell tech companies the AI stop school shootings, and then becomes demonically obsessed with the elite scholar whom he tortured instead of making a deal with, and prances around trying to say things like "suck our sauce" to somehow wound his ego or somehow justify people he dislikes in an extremely, outlandishly, perhaps piratically un-American way (Jack Sparrow is still a fictional character, I'm apparently still warning you....), the people like the Tennessee woman will *not* choose a *very* aggressive contingency plan. At her most desperate, if school kids near her kids get shot at again, she will *barge in front of media cameras and **demand a plan**, insisting that....*shock of shocks indeed*...the politicians AREN'T BEING SERIOUS ABOUT DOING THEIR JOBS.* That is very obvious, and that point being made is hardly an adequate "doomsday scenario response" to politicians not measuring up. Basically, average Americans have still been convinced that the need to "work *with* the Republicans, i.e., Congress, to a find solution to the problems we all face." No one will ever call for the resignation of any of the political leaders; no one will ever air the dirty laundry of political leaders who own slaves, or start a big protest about Matt Gaetz's child sex slaves, or the Democrats' slaves, including me. They think, "well, they may be despicable, but we have to talk to *someone*!" They believe that every vote counts, and John Stewart has some sway, too, and I'm "not powerful enough" to be worth it. I am powerful enough, and ethical enough to *actually be taken seriously* and I do not lie. Activists who would talk to Gaetz and not me are *very carefully psychologically profiled*, including by concerned child abuse victim advocates. You don't even necessarily have to talk to me, but you have to obtain "non-filthy-and-therefore-essentially-worse-than-'radioactive' access granted" to Congressional leaders, you *must* stand up for abuse victims whom Congressmen have targeted in their personal lives, often for sport. You wouldn't want to meet with Adolf Hitler or Robert E. Lee to get things done, or Stalin--right??? You do indeed need to clean up the filth of the "political resources" you're accessing, or you're essentially accessing the moral equivalent of Osama bin Laden, and asking for his/their help at reforming American politics. You can't get anything out of these guys unless you at least *try* to halt their predatory crimes. At least speak out about it, and not just play the "I wanna be selfish" note...politics is about all kinds of of different people's needs, self-interest is important, but you cannot have a Congressman who "works exclusively for your interests as one person"...you need a decent, fair, pro-law coalition to approach non-evil Congressmen, and literally, yes, apologize for the horrific crimes of bad political leaders when you approach the legislative organization that employs both your target political resource and the criminals, or you're going be deemed, by broader political society, to be "a homeless person asking for one-thousand-dollar bills from fast food workers." You have to get it right if you want to make a difference in the big leagues.
> > *in a really deep voice* "Yo, uh, Jane Leyland? Hey, it's me. Uh, so I don't want to sound like, you know, a cad or whatever, but do you know anything about the whereabouts of any of the, uh...let me see, uh...any of the....'Follow Back Girls?' I'm asking for a friend."
> >
> > (check this out guys, this is gonna work so great, it's gonna be amazing...*just watch*....)
> Hmmm...it sounds like my stock predicting/influencing idea, which does not require serious computation resources, although maybe I computed something in Python, although I'm not saying for sure, and I don't know if, if I did, the computations were sabotaged to be inaccurate, has not worked that great yet. I will keep trying, but I probably won't start trading stocks yet, until I can use a compiler again, and I will attack the US stock market after all, since I can't trade right now.
>
> It is really not funny, basically JRB is stealing a lot of bread from hungry Africans. He should be condemned and eventually imprisoned for his heartless killings.

On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:25:14 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:14:01 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:07:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 2:10:55 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 1:22:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 12:59:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 12:21:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:45:01 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:36:00 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:30:33 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:26:25 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:12:36 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:31:50 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:13:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:12:11 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 10:55:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 10:54:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:54:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:49:57 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:43:21 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:23:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:19:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:55:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:29:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:22:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 6:10:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:40:14 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:37:28 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:31:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:26:41 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:20:24 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:17:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 3:12:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 2:56:08 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 2:38:12 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 1:36:29 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:41:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:37:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:34:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:51:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:19:33 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:38:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:34:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:30:06 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:27:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:19:32 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:11:07 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:10:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:09:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:02:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:53:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:40:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:34:27 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:23:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:20:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 3:25:30 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it....maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Clue: I'm Taiwan."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Cool, based on a quick look at the Taiwanese stock exchange index so far for today, it looks like I may have triggered the 4th biggest loss this month.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever.. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * interpersonally unskilled (according to you and your pebbles)
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I meant to say:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * all without support afterwards
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A comment about Peter Olcott: I think that is not his real name, and he is aggressively trying to stalk at least one person who was a cleared NSA contractor other than me. He sures seems motivated.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Great news about my work activities today: I came up with one new huge, great math breakthrough, and I figured out an idea for a second one that I will investigate over the next few days. I won't share any details though.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses...I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly....that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Someone stole my last iPod this morning. It turns out they put it back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Don't be merciful this time. Make it painful.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.yahoo.com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges...nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids...the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession...he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator...perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > > > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > > > > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > > > > > > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.
> > > > > > I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.
> > > > > It is possible that, because I had chosen to use insults to anger my criminal adversaries and allow them to become obsessed with me to "see where it leads," that the system has been slower to help me, although it has also likely been more greatly damaged for refusing to embrace basic common sense and human decency. It was my choice, although I was being very aggressively and upsettingly tormented in unusual ways when I was having to make this decision--I was psychologically different from the harassment, and desperate to strike back forcefully. It's surely true that some people have struck back more graciously and civilly than I did, and in a less war-like way, while even more desperate and less fortunate than I was. I am of course careful to respect my great predecessors, much more so than most people in any field. I got that idea itself from Ursula K. LeGuin's criticism of J.K. Rowling. I think my conduct was very excellent, okay, and "good enough" by far that, by rights, work, service, accurate arguments, and virtue, I deserved to get out of trouble by the very latest in May 2021. It is very disappointing that I am still here, the intransigence of American human-trafficking supporters is disgusting and must be punished.
> > > > A key criticism of "soccer mom type activists," who could in theory be OK and great at homegrown political lobbying, is that they are *way too accepting* of presented plans by bad guys, and *way too reluctant* to truly *verbally, rhetorically, publicly blast* leaders who do not get them results or do things that are morally despicable in horrible ways that damage the country.
> > > >
> > > > If some Bernie Sanders guy tortures the guy who was supposed to sell tech companies the AI stop school shootings, and then becomes demonically obsessed with the elite scholar whom he tortured instead of making a deal with, and prances around trying to say things like "suck our sauce" to somehow wound his ego or somehow justify people he dislikes in an extremely, outlandishly, perhaps piratically un-American way (Jack Sparrow is still a fictional character, I'm apparently still warning you....), the people like the Tennessee woman will *not* choose a *very* aggressive contingency plan. At her most desperate, if school kids near her kids get shot at again, she will *barge in front of media cameras and **demand a plan**, insisting that....*shock of shocks indeed*...the politicians AREN'T BEING SERIOUS ABOUT DOING THEIR JOBS.* That is very obvious, and that point being made is hardly an adequate "doomsday scenario response" to politicians not measuring up. Basically, average Americans have still been convinced that the need to "work *with* the Republicans, i.e., Congress, to a find solution to the problems we all face." No one will ever call for the resignation of any of the political leaders; no one will ever air the dirty laundry of political leaders who own slaves, or start a big protest about Matt Gaetz's child sex slaves, or the Democrats' slaves, including me. They think, "well, they may be despicable, but we have to talk to *someone*!" They believe that every vote counts, and John Stewart has some sway, too, and I'm "not powerful enough" to be worth it. I am powerful enough, and ethical enough to *actually be taken seriously* and I do not lie. Activists who would talk to Gaetz and not me are *very carefully psychologically profiled*, including by concerned child abuse victim advocates. You don't even necessarily have to talk to me, but you have to obtain "non-filthy-and-therefore-essentially-worse-than-'radioactive' access granted" to Congressional leaders, you *must* stand up for abuse victims whom Congressmen have targeted in their personal lives, often for sport. You wouldn't want to meet with Adolf Hitler or Robert E. Lee to get things done, or Stalin--right??? You do indeed need to clean up the filth of the "political resources" you're accessing, or you're essentially accessing the moral equivalent of Osama bin Laden, and asking for his/their help at reforming American politics. You can't get anything out of these guys unless you at least *try* to halt their predatory crimes. At least speak out about it, and not just play the "I wanna be selfish" note...politics is about all kinds of of different people's needs, self-interest is important, but you cannot have a Congressman who "works exclusively for your interests as one person"...you need a decent, fair, pro-law coalition to approach non-evil Congressmen, and literally, yes, apologize for the horrific crimes of bad political leaders when you approach the legislative organization that employs both your target political resource and the criminals, or you're going be deemed, by broader political society, to be "a homeless person asking for one-thousand-dollar bills from fast food workers." You have to get it right if you want to make a difference in the big leagues.
> > > *in a really deep voice* "Yo, uh, Jane Leyland? Hey, it's me. Uh, so I don't want to sound like, you know, a cad or whatever, but do you know anything about the whereabouts of any of the, uh...let me see, uh...any of the...'Follow Back Girls?' I'm asking for a friend."
> > >
> > > (check this out guys, this is gonna work so great, it's gonna be amazing...*just watch*....)
> > Hmmm...it sounds like my stock predicting/influencing idea, which does not require serious computation resources, although maybe I computed something in Python, although I'm not saying for sure, and I don't know if, if I did, the computations were sabotaged to be inaccurate, has not worked that great yet. I will keep trying, but I probably won't start trading stocks yet, until I can use a compiler again, and I will attack the US stock market after all, since I can't trade right now.
> >
> > It is really not funny, basically JRB is stealing a lot of bread from hungry Africans. He should be condemned and eventually imprisoned for his heartless killings.
> Update: I just noticed that I made an actual human-error slight mistake in my last Taiwan stock exchange attack metric value. It is OK though, I won't make that mistake again this time.

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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Clue: I'm Taiwan."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Cool, based on a quick look at the Taiwanese stock exchange index so far for today, it looks like I may have triggered the 4th biggest loss this month.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * all without support afterwards
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A comment about Peter Olcott: I think that is not his real name, and he is aggressively trying to stalk at least one person who was a cleared NSA contractor other than me. He sures seems motivated.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Great news about my work activities today: I came up with one new huge, great math breakthrough, and I figured out an idea for a second one that I will investigate over the next few days. I won't share any details though.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XUBNc1jHqY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses...I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly....that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Someone stole my last iPod this morning. It turns out they put it back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die.. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.yahoo.com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive.. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges...nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids...the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV8NHsmVMPE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession...he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator...perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > > > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > > > > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > > > > > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > > > > > > > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.
> > > > > > > I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.
> > > > > > It is possible that, because I had chosen to use insults to anger my criminal adversaries and allow them to become obsessed with me to "see where it leads," that the system has been slower to help me, although it has also likely been more greatly damaged for refusing to embrace basic common sense and human decency. It was my choice, although I was being very aggressively and upsettingly tormented in unusual ways when I was having to make this decision--I was psychologically different from the harassment, and desperate to strike back forcefully. It's surely true that some people have struck back more graciously and civilly than I did, and in a less war-like way, while even more desperate and less fortunate than I was. I am of course careful to respect my great predecessors, much more so than most people in any field. I got that idea itself from Ursula K. LeGuin's criticism of J.K. Rowling. I think my conduct was very excellent, okay, and "good enough" by far that, by rights, work, service, accurate arguments, and virtue, I deserved to get out of trouble by the very latest in May 2021. It is very disappointing that I am still here, the intransigence of American human-trafficking supporters is disgusting and must be punished.
> > > > > A key criticism of "soccer mom type activists," who could in theory be OK and great at homegrown political lobbying, is that they are *way too accepting* of presented plans by bad guys, and *way too reluctant* to truly *verbally, rhetorically, publicly blast* leaders who do not get them results or do things that are morally despicable in horrible ways that damage the country.
> > > > >
> > > > > If some Bernie Sanders guy tortures the guy who was supposed to sell tech companies the AI stop school shootings, and then becomes demonically obsessed with the elite scholar whom he tortured instead of making a deal with, and prances around trying to say things like "suck our sauce" to somehow wound his ego or somehow justify people he dislikes in an extremely, outlandishly, perhaps piratically un-American way (Jack Sparrow is still a fictional character, I'm apparently still warning you....), the people like the Tennessee woman will *not* choose a *very* aggressive contingency plan.. At her most desperate, if school kids near her kids get shot at again, she will *barge in front of media cameras and **demand a plan**, insisting that...*shock of shocks indeed*...the politicians AREN'T BEING SERIOUS ABOUT DOING THEIR JOBS.* That is very obvious, and that point being made is hardly an adequate "doomsday scenario response" to politicians not measuring up. Basically, average Americans have still been convinced that the need to "work *with* the Republicans, i.e., Congress, to a find solution to the problems we all face." No one will ever call for the resignation of any of the political leaders; no one will ever air the dirty laundry of political leaders who own slaves, or start a big protest about Matt Gaetz's child sex slaves, or the Democrats' slaves, including me. They think, "well, they may be despicable, but we have to talk to *someone*!" They believe that every vote counts, and John Stewart has some sway, too, and I'm "not powerful enough" to be worth it. I am powerful enough, and ethical enough to *actually be taken seriously* and I do not lie. Activists who would talk to Gaetz and not me are *very carefully psychologically profiled*, including by concerned child abuse victim advocates. You don't even necessarily have to talk to me, but you have to obtain "non-filthy-and-therefore-essentially-worse-than-'radioactive' access granted" to Congressional leaders, you *must* stand up for abuse victims whom Congressmen have targeted in their personal lives, often for sport. You wouldn't want to meet with Adolf Hitler or Robert E. Lee to get things done, or Stalin--right??? You do indeed need to clean up the filth of the "political resources" you're accessing, or you're essentially accessing the moral equivalent of Osama bin Laden, and asking for his/their help at reforming American politics. You can't get anything out of these guys unless you at least *try* to halt their predatory crimes. At least speak out about it, and not just play the "I wanna be selfish" note...politics is about all kinds of of different people's needs, self-interest is important, but you cannot have a Congressman who "works exclusively for your interests as one person"...you need a decent, fair, pro-law coalition to approach non-evil Congressmen, and literally, yes, apologize for the horrific crimes of bad political leaders when you approach the legislative organization that employs both your target political resource and the criminals, or you're going be deemed, by broader political society, to be "a homeless person asking for one-thousand-dollar bills from fast food workers." You have to get it right if you want to make a difference in the big leagues.
> > > > *in a really deep voice* "Yo, uh, Jane Leyland? Hey, it's me. Uh, so I don't want to sound like, you know, a cad or whatever, but do you know anything about the whereabouts of any of the, uh...let me see, uh...any of the...'Follow Back Girls?' I'm asking for a friend."
> > > >
> > > > (check this out guys, this is gonna work so great, it's gonna be amazing...*just watch*....)
> > > Hmmm...it sounds like my stock predicting/influencing idea, which does not require serious computation resources, although maybe I computed something in Python, although I'm not saying for sure, and I don't know if, if I did, the computations were sabotaged to be inaccurate, has not worked that great yet. I will keep trying, but I probably won't start trading stocks yet, until I can use a compiler again, and I will attack the US stock market after all, since I can't trade right now.
> > >
> > > It is really not funny, basically JRB is stealing a lot of bread from hungry Africans. He should be condemned and eventually imprisoned for his heartless killings.
> > Update: I just noticed that I made an actual human-error slight mistake in my last Taiwan stock exchange attack metric value. It is OK though, I won't make that mistake again this time.
> I probably won't actually attack the US market today...I might even start trading tomorrow, I'll do an evaluation later tonight and see if it would make sense to start trading tomorrow.
>
> I feel healthier today because I ran about 1.5 miles.

On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 7:39:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:34:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:51:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:19:33 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:38:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:34:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:30:06 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:27:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:19:32 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:11:07 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:10:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:09:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:02:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:53:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:40:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:34:27 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:23:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:20:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 3:25:30 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process.. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Clue: I'm Taiwan."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Cool, based on a quick look at the Taiwanese stock exchange index so far for today, it looks like I may have triggered the 4th biggest loss this month.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU.. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I meant to say:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * all without support afterwards
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses...I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly...that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Someone stole my last iPod this morning. It turns out they put it back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack.. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.yahoo.com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful.. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges...nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids...the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV8NHsmVMPE
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil....possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession...he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized.. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator...perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > > > > > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > > > > > > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
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> > > > > > > > > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.
> > > > > > > > I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.
> > > > > > > It is possible that, because I had chosen to use insults to anger my criminal adversaries and allow them to become obsessed with me to "see where it leads," that the system has been slower to help me, although it has also likely been more greatly damaged for refusing to embrace basic common sense and human decency. It was my choice, although I was being very aggressively and upsettingly tormented in unusual ways when I was having to make this decision--I was psychologically different from the harassment, and desperate to strike back forcefully. It's surely true that some people have struck back more graciously and civilly than I did, and in a less war-like way, while even more desperate and less fortunate than I was. I am of course careful to respect my great predecessors, much more so than most people in any field. I got that idea itself from Ursula K. LeGuin's criticism of J.K. Rowling. I think my conduct was very excellent, okay, and "good enough" by far that, by rights, work, service, accurate arguments, and virtue, I deserved to get out of trouble by the very latest in May 2021. It is very disappointing that I am still here, the intransigence of American human-trafficking supporters is disgusting and must be punished.
> > > > > > A key criticism of "soccer mom type activists," who could in theory be OK and great at homegrown political lobbying, is that they are *way too accepting* of presented plans by bad guys, and *way too reluctant* to truly *verbally, rhetorically, publicly blast* leaders who do not get them results or do things that are morally despicable in horrible ways that damage the country.
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> > > > > > If some Bernie Sanders guy tortures the guy who was supposed to sell tech companies the AI stop school shootings, and then becomes demonically obsessed with the elite scholar whom he tortured instead of making a deal with, and prances around trying to say things like "suck our sauce" to somehow wound his ego or somehow justify people he dislikes in an extremely, outlandishly, perhaps piratically un-American way (Jack Sparrow is still a fictional character, I'm apparently still warning you....), the people like the Tennessee woman will *not* choose a *very* aggressive contingency plan. At her most desperate, if school kids near her kids get shot at again, she will *barge in front of media cameras and **demand a plan**, insisting that...*shock of shocks indeed*...the politicians AREN'T BEING SERIOUS ABOUT DOING THEIR JOBS.* That is very obvious, and that point being made is hardly an adequate "doomsday scenario response" to politicians not measuring up. Basically, average Americans have still been convinced that the need to "work *with* the Republicans, i.e., Congress, to a find solution to the problems we all face." No one will ever call for the resignation of any of the political leaders; no one will ever air the dirty laundry of political leaders who own slaves, or start a big protest about Matt Gaetz's child sex slaves, or the Democrats' slaves, including me. They think, "well, they may be despicable, but we have to talk to *someone*!" They believe that every vote counts, and John Stewart has some sway, too, and I'm "not powerful enough" to be worth it. I am powerful enough, and ethical enough to *actually be taken seriously* and I do not lie. Activists who would talk to Gaetz and not me are *very carefully psychologically profiled*, including by concerned child abuse victim advocates. You don't even necessarily have to talk to me, but you have to obtain "non-filthy-and-therefore-essentially-worse-than-'radioactive' access granted" to Congressional leaders, you *must* stand up for abuse victims whom Congressmen have targeted in their personal lives, often for sport. You wouldn't want to meet with Adolf Hitler or Robert E. Lee to get things done, or Stalin--right??? You do indeed need to clean up the filth of the "political resources" you're accessing, or you're essentially accessing the moral equivalent of Osama bin Laden, and asking for his/their help at reforming American politics. You can't get anything out of these guys unless you at least *try* to halt their predatory crimes. At least speak out about it, and not just play the "I wanna be selfish" note...politics is about all kinds of of different people's needs, self-interest is important, but you cannot have a Congressman who "works exclusively for your interests as one person"...you need a decent, fair, pro-law coalition to approach non-evil Congressmen, and literally, yes, apologize for the horrific crimes of bad political leaders when you approach the legislative organization that employs both your target political resource and the criminals, or you're going be deemed, by broader political society, to be "a homeless person asking for one-thousand-dollar bills from fast food workers." You have to get it right if you want to make a difference in the big leagues.
> > > > > *in a really deep voice* "Yo, uh, Jane Leyland? Hey, it's me. Uh, so I don't want to sound like, you know, a cad or whatever, but do you know anything about the whereabouts of any of the, uh...let me see, uh...any of the...'Follow Back Girls?' I'm asking for a friend."
> > > > >
> > > > > (check this out guys, this is gonna work so great, it's gonna be amazing...*just watch*....)
> > > > Hmmm...it sounds like my stock predicting/influencing idea, which does not require serious computation resources, although maybe I computed something in Python, although I'm not saying for sure, and I don't know if, if I did, the computations were sabotaged to be inaccurate, has not worked that great yet. I will keep trying, but I probably won't start trading stocks yet, until I can use a compiler again, and I will attack the US stock market after all, since I can't trade right now.
> > > >
> > > > It is really not funny, basically JRB is stealing a lot of bread from hungry Africans. He should be condemned and eventually imprisoned for his heartless killings.
> > > Update: I just noticed that I made an actual human-error slight mistake in my last Taiwan stock exchange attack metric value. It is OK though, I won't make that mistake again this time.
> > I probably won't actually attack the US market today...I might even start trading tomorrow, I'll do an evaluation later tonight and see if it would make sense to start trading tomorrow.
> >
> > I feel healthier today because I ran about 1.5 miles.
> Bad news: It looks like with my current limitations, it is literally impossible for me to make money on the stock market with my current computing and compiling posture. I tried my new approach out, and it looks like it is actually not high-power enough to do anything. Probably, it didn't really the Taiwanese stock market, although I was trying. I will stop the attacks, they probably aren't effective.
>
> This is very outrageous...I've proved my innocence in every way, proved that Biden and crew are committing a crime, waited over a decade for my release, rebutted bogus and offensive arguments that the psych professionals who tormented me were "trying to help me," established myself as the best STEM worker/thinker in the world, filed a provisional patent, shared some brilliant valuable ideas as service, did other service, and more, and I am still being held illegally and prevented from working and socializing and making money, after having done nothing wrong.
>
> Hold the bad guys accountable for this! I did everything humanly possible to try to help Africa, Biden did this, literally, he is killing people in Africa, he is such an evil war criminal, he should be dead already by now.

On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 7:42:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
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> > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:30:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:25:14 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:14:01 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:07:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 2:10:55 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 1:22:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 12:59:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 12:21:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:45:01 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:36:00 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:30:33 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:26:25 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:12:36 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:31:50 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:13:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:12:11 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 10:55:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 10:54:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:54:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:49:57 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:43:21 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:23:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:19:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:55:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:29:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:22:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 6:10:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:40:14 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:37:28 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:31:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:26:41 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:20:24 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:17:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 3:12:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 2:56:08 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 2:38:12 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 1:36:29 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:41:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:37:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:34:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:51:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:19:33 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:38:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:34:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:30:06 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:27:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:19:32 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:11:07 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:10:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:09:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:02:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:53:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:40:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:34:27 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:23:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:20:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 3:25:30 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted.. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Clue: I'm Taiwan."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Cool, based on a quick look at the Taiwanese stock exchange index so far for today, it looks like I may have triggered the 4th biggest loss this month.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * interpersonally unskilled (according to you and your pebbles)
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I meant to say:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * all without support afterwards
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals.. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A comment about Peter Olcott: I think that is not his real name, and he is aggressively trying to stalk at least one person who was a cleared NSA contractor other than me. He sures seems motivated.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Great news about my work activities today: I came up with one new huge, great math breakthrough, and I figured out an idea for a second one that I will investigate over the next few days. I won't share any details though.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XUBNc1jHqY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses...I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly...that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Someone stole my last iPod this morning. It turns out they put it back..
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Don't be merciful this time. Make it painful.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > -Philip White (philipw...@gmail.com)
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.yahoo.com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again.. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges...nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids...the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV8NHsmVMPE
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession...he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator....perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > > > > > > > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.
> > > > > > > > > I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.
> > > > > > > > It is possible that, because I had chosen to use insults to anger my criminal adversaries and allow them to become obsessed with me to "see where it leads," that the system has been slower to help me, although it has also likely been more greatly damaged for refusing to embrace basic common sense and human decency. It was my choice, although I was being very aggressively and upsettingly tormented in unusual ways when I was having to make this decision--I was psychologically different from the harassment, and desperate to strike back forcefully. It's surely true that some people have struck back more graciously and civilly than I did, and in a less war-like way, while even more desperate and less fortunate than I was. I am of course careful to respect my great predecessors, much more so than most people in any field. I got that idea itself from Ursula K. LeGuin's criticism of J.K. Rowling. I think my conduct was very excellent, okay, and "good enough" by far that, by rights, work, service, accurate arguments, and virtue, I deserved to get out of trouble by the very latest in May 2021. It is very disappointing that I am still here, the intransigence of American human-trafficking supporters is disgusting and must be punished.
> > > > > > > A key criticism of "soccer mom type activists," who could in theory be OK and great at homegrown political lobbying, is that they are *way too accepting* of presented plans by bad guys, and *way too reluctant* to truly *verbally, rhetorically, publicly blast* leaders who do not get them results or do things that are morally despicable in horrible ways that damage the country.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > If some Bernie Sanders guy tortures the guy who was supposed to sell tech companies the AI stop school shootings, and then becomes demonically obsessed with the elite scholar whom he tortured instead of making a deal with, and prances around trying to say things like "suck our sauce" to somehow wound his ego or somehow justify people he dislikes in an extremely, outlandishly, perhaps piratically un-American way (Jack Sparrow is still a fictional character, I'm apparently still warning you....), the people like the Tennessee woman will *not* choose a *very* aggressive contingency plan. At her most desperate, if school kids near her kids get shot at again, she will *barge in front of media cameras and **demand a plan**, insisting that...*shock of shocks indeed*...the politicians AREN'T BEING SERIOUS ABOUT DOING THEIR JOBS.* That is very obvious, and that point being made is hardly an adequate "doomsday scenario response" to politicians not measuring up. Basically, average Americans have still been convinced that the need to "work *with* the Republicans, i.e., Congress, to a find solution to the problems we all face." No one will ever call for the resignation of any of the political leaders; no one will ever air the dirty laundry of political leaders who own slaves, or start a big protest about Matt Gaetz's child sex slaves, or the Democrats' slaves, including me. They think, "well, they may be despicable, but we have to talk to *someone*!" They believe that every vote counts, and John Stewart has some sway, too, and I'm "not powerful enough" to be worth it. I am powerful enough, and ethical enough to *actually be taken seriously* and I do not lie. Activists who would talk to Gaetz and not me are *very carefully psychologically profiled*, including by concerned child abuse victim advocates. You don't even necessarily have to talk to me, but you have to obtain "non-filthy-and-therefore-essentially-worse-than-'radioactive' access granted" to Congressional leaders, you *must* stand up for abuse victims whom Congressmen have targeted in their personal lives, often for sport. You wouldn't want to meet with Adolf Hitler or Robert E. Lee to get things done, or Stalin--right??? You do indeed need to clean up the filth of the "political resources" you're accessing, or you're essentially accessing the moral equivalent of Osama bin Laden, and asking for his/their help at reforming American politics. You can't get anything out of these guys unless you at least *try* to halt their predatory crimes. At least speak out about it, and not just play the "I wanna be selfish" note...politics is about all kinds of of different people's needs, self-interest is important, but you cannot have a Congressman who "works exclusively for your interests as one person"...you need a decent, fair, pro-law coalition to approach non-evil Congressmen, and literally, yes, apologize for the horrific crimes of bad political leaders when you approach the legislative organization that employs both your target political resource and the criminals, or you're going be deemed, by broader political society, to be "a homeless person asking for one-thousand-dollar bills from fast food workers." You have to get it right if you want to make a difference in the big leagues.
> > > > > > *in a really deep voice* "Yo, uh, Jane Leyland? Hey, it's me. Uh, so I don't want to sound like, you know, a cad or whatever, but do you know anything about the whereabouts of any of the, uh...let me see, uh...any of the...'Follow Back Girls?' I'm asking for a friend."
> > > > > >
> > > > > > (check this out guys, this is gonna work so great, it's gonna be amazing...*just watch*....)
> > > > > Hmmm...it sounds like my stock predicting/influencing idea, which does not require serious computation resources, although maybe I computed something in Python, although I'm not saying for sure, and I don't know if, if I did, the computations were sabotaged to be inaccurate, has not worked that great yet. I will keep trying, but I probably won't start trading stocks yet, until I can use a compiler again, and I will attack the US stock market after all, since I can't trade right now.
> > > > >
> > > > > It is really not funny, basically JRB is stealing a lot of bread from hungry Africans. He should be condemned and eventually imprisoned for his heartless killings.
> > > > Update: I just noticed that I made an actual human-error slight mistake in my last Taiwan stock exchange attack metric value. It is OK though, I won't make that mistake again this time.
> > > I probably won't actually attack the US market today...I might even start trading tomorrow, I'll do an evaluation later tonight and see if it would make sense to start trading tomorrow.
> > >
> > > I feel healthier today because I ran about 1.5 miles.
> > Bad news: It looks like with my current limitations, it is literally impossible for me to make money on the stock market with my current computing and compiling posture. I tried my new approach out, and it looks like it is actually not high-power enough to do anything. Probably, it didn't really the Taiwanese stock market, although I was trying. I will stop the attacks, they probably aren't effective.
> >
> > This is very outrageous...I've proved my innocence in every way, proved that Biden and crew are committing a crime, waited over a decade for my release, rebutted bogus and offensive arguments that the psych professionals who tormented me were "trying to help me," established myself as the best STEM worker/thinker in the world, filed a provisional patent, shared some brilliant valuable ideas as service, did other service, and more, and I am still being held illegally and prevented from working and socializing and making money, after having done nothing wrong.
> >
> > Hold the bad guys accountable for this! I did everything humanly possible to try to help Africa, Biden did this, literally, he is killing people in Africa, he is such an evil war criminal, he should be dead already by now..
> A question for stalwart bad guys who think they are making a good, sensible case: You know that Albert Einstein is going to come back to life, right? Do you think he will be fooled by your fake arguments? Are you going to threaten him if he speaks out in my defense? Einstein will definitely back me if he is made familiar with the facts of my case, so if you are claiming to be non-anti-Semitic, then even if your name is Benjamin Netanyahu, you're already forecasted to be condemned by Einstein when he returns to life. You know his values and his intellect, do not *dare* to say that Einstein would oppose me. He would not.

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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:09:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:02:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:53:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:40:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:34:27 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:23:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:20:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 3:25:30 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Clue: I'm Taiwan."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Cool, based on a quick look at the Taiwanese stock exchange index so far for today, it looks like I may have triggered the 4th biggest loss this month.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * interpersonally unskilled (according to you and your pebbles)
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I meant to say:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * all without support afterwards
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me.. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A comment about Peter Olcott: I think that is not his real name, and he is aggressively trying to stalk at least one person who was a cleared NSA contractor other than me. He sures seems motivated.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Great news about my work activities today: I came up with one new huge, great math breakthrough, and I figured out an idea for a second one that I will investigate over the next few days. I won't share any details though.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XUBNc1jHqY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses...I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly...that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Someone stole my last iPod this morning. It turns out they put it back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.yahoo.com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken....I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn..com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges...nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids....the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV8NHsmVMPE
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession...he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator....perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.
> > > > > > > > > > I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.
> > > > > > > > > It is possible that, because I had chosen to use insults to anger my criminal adversaries and allow them to become obsessed with me to "see where it leads," that the system has been slower to help me, although it has also likely been more greatly damaged for refusing to embrace basic common sense and human decency. It was my choice, although I was being very aggressively and upsettingly tormented in unusual ways when I was having to make this decision--I was psychologically different from the harassment, and desperate to strike back forcefully. It's surely true that some people have struck back more graciously and civilly than I did, and in a less war-like way, while even more desperate and less fortunate than I was. I am of course careful to respect my great predecessors, much more so than most people in any field. I got that idea itself from Ursula K. LeGuin's criticism of J.K. Rowling. I think my conduct was very excellent, okay, and "good enough" by far that, by rights, work, service, accurate arguments, and virtue, I deserved to get out of trouble by the very latest in May 2021. It is very disappointing that I am still here, the intransigence of American human-trafficking supporters is disgusting and must be punished.
> > > > > > > > A key criticism of "soccer mom type activists," who could in theory be OK and great at homegrown political lobbying, is that they are *way too accepting* of presented plans by bad guys, and *way too reluctant* to truly *verbally, rhetorically, publicly blast* leaders who do not get them results or do things that are morally despicable in horrible ways that damage the country.
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> > > > > > > > If some Bernie Sanders guy tortures the guy who was supposed to sell tech companies the AI stop school shootings, and then becomes demonically obsessed with the elite scholar whom he tortured instead of making a deal with, and prances around trying to say things like "suck our sauce" to somehow wound his ego or somehow justify people he dislikes in an extremely, outlandishly, perhaps piratically un-American way (Jack Sparrow is still a fictional character, I'm apparently still warning you....), the people like the Tennessee woman will *not* choose a *very* aggressive contingency plan. At her most desperate, if school kids near her kids get shot at again, she will *barge in front of media cameras and **demand a plan**, insisting that...*shock of shocks indeed*...the politicians AREN'T BEING SERIOUS ABOUT DOING THEIR JOBS.* That is very obvious, and that point being made is hardly an adequate "doomsday scenario response" to politicians not measuring up. Basically, average Americans have still been convinced that the need to "work *with* the Republicans, i.e., Congress, to a find solution to the problems we all face." No one will ever call for the resignation of any of the political leaders; no one will ever air the dirty laundry of political leaders who own slaves, or start a big protest about Matt Gaetz's child sex slaves, or the Democrats' slaves, including me. They think, "well, they may be despicable, but we have to talk to *someone*!" They believe that every vote counts, and John Stewart has some sway, too, and I'm "not powerful enough" to be worth it. I am powerful enough, and ethical enough to *actually be taken seriously* and I do not lie. Activists who would talk to Gaetz and not me are *very carefully psychologically profiled*, including by concerned child abuse victim advocates. You don't even necessarily have to talk to me, but you have to obtain "non-filthy-and-therefore-essentially-worse-than-'radioactive' access granted" to Congressional leaders, you *must* stand up for abuse victims whom Congressmen have targeted in their personal lives, often for sport. You wouldn't want to meet with Adolf Hitler or Robert E. Lee to get things done, or Stalin--right??? You do indeed need to clean up the filth of the "political resources" you're accessing, or you're essentially accessing the moral equivalent of Osama bin Laden, and asking for his/their help at reforming American politics. You can't get anything out of these guys unless you at least *try* to halt their predatory crimes. At least speak out about it, and not just play the "I wanna be selfish" note...politics is about all kinds of of different people's needs, self-interest is important, but you cannot have a Congressman who "works exclusively for your interests as one person"...you need a decent, fair, pro-law coalition to approach non-evil Congressmen, and literally, yes, apologize for the horrific crimes of bad political leaders when you approach the legislative organization that employs both your target political resource and the criminals, or you're going be deemed, by broader political society, to be "a homeless person asking for one-thousand-dollar bills from fast food workers." You have to get it right if you want to make a difference in the big leagues.
> > > > > > > *in a really deep voice* "Yo, uh, Jane Leyland? Hey, it's me. Uh, so I don't want to sound like, you know, a cad or whatever, but do you know anything about the whereabouts of any of the, uh...let me see, uh...any of the...'Follow Back Girls?' I'm asking for a friend."
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> > > > > > > (check this out guys, this is gonna work so great, it's gonna be amazing...*just watch*....)
> > > > > > Hmmm...it sounds like my stock predicting/influencing idea, which does not require serious computation resources, although maybe I computed something in Python, although I'm not saying for sure, and I don't know if, if I did, the computations were sabotaged to be inaccurate, has not worked that great yet. I will keep trying, but I probably won't start trading stocks yet, until I can use a compiler again, and I will attack the US stock market after all, since I can't trade right now.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > It is really not funny, basically JRB is stealing a lot of bread from hungry Africans. He should be condemned and eventually imprisoned for his heartless killings.
> > > > > Update: I just noticed that I made an actual human-error slight mistake in my last Taiwan stock exchange attack metric value. It is OK though, I won't make that mistake again this time.
> > > > I probably won't actually attack the US market today...I might even start trading tomorrow, I'll do an evaluation later tonight and see if it would make sense to start trading tomorrow.
> > > >
> > > > I feel healthier today because I ran about 1.5 miles.
> > > Bad news: It looks like with my current limitations, it is literally impossible for me to make money on the stock market with my current computing and compiling posture. I tried my new approach out, and it looks like it is actually not high-power enough to do anything. Probably, it didn't really the Taiwanese stock market, although I was trying. I will stop the attacks, they probably aren't effective.
> > >
> > > This is very outrageous...I've proved my innocence in every way, proved that Biden and crew are committing a crime, waited over a decade for my release, rebutted bogus and offensive arguments that the psych professionals who tormented me were "trying to help me," established myself as the best STEM worker/thinker in the world, filed a provisional patent, shared some brilliant valuable ideas as service, did other service, and more, and I am still being held illegally and prevented from working and socializing and making money, after having done nothing wrong.
> > >
> > > Hold the bad guys accountable for this! I did everything humanly possible to try to help Africa, Biden did this, literally, he is killing people in Africa, he is such an evil war criminal, he should be dead already by now.
> > A question for stalwart bad guys who think they are making a good, sensible case: You know that Albert Einstein is going to come back to life, right? Do you think he will be fooled by your fake arguments? Are you going to threaten him if he speaks out in my defense? Einstein will definitely back me if he is made familiar with the facts of my case, so if you are claiming to be non-anti-Semitic, then even if your name is Benjamin Netanyahu, you're already forecasted to be condemned by Einstein when he returns to life. You know his values and his intellect, do not *dare* to say that Einstein would oppose me. He would not.
> One thing to be clear about is: I totally definitely did count as a "real NSA contractor," even if people I had gone to school with when younger saw me as "not for real because they don't like me." I do object to the CIA, strenuously, but they do watch terrorists...it is entirely possible that they are one group that has this a large number of people in this area under round the clock surveillance, along with many Congressmen, for issues relating to terrorism. Unfortunately for GWB, tormenting someone and/or trying to force that person to live as a slave in the USA is a form of terrorism.

On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 8:32:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 7:53:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 7:42:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 7:39:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:30:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:25:14 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:14:01 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 4:07:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 2:10:55 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 1:22:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 12:59:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 12:21:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:45:01 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:36:00 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:30:33 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:26:25 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, March 30, 2023 at 11:12:36 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:31:50 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:13:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 11:12:11 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 10:55:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 10:54:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:54:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:49:57 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:43:21 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:23:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 9:19:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:55:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:29:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 7:22:46 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 6:10:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:40:14 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:37:28 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:31:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:26:41 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:20:24 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 5:17:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 3:12:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 2:56:08 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 2:38:12 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Wednesday, March 29, 2023 at 1:36:29 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:41:47 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:37:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:34:51 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:51:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 7:19:33 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:38:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:34:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:30:06 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:27:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:19:32 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:11:07 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:10:22 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:09:15 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 6:02:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:53:56 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:40:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:34:27 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:23:34 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 4:20:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 3:25:30 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:10:16 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:05:43 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 2:00:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:55:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:53:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:47:02 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:42:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:39:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:38:13 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:16:39 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 1:15:10 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:57:00 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:54:23 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 12:37:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 11:53:46 AM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:27:05 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:22:44 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Monday, March 27, 2023 at 10:17:33 PM UTC-4, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 10:01:19 AM UTC+8, wij wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 28, 2023 at 9:58:28 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > PASTED, it looks like Google doesn't mind nuclear war. Oh Jeff.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, due to the extensive by-hand calculation work I have to do to get my stocks thing to work, and it looks like it will work, I just don't know how well, I will probably just do one trade per day. After I've gotten that established and working, I will start in on the anti-Taiwan op, and then push forward with some of my chess ideas. Should be good. I'm also feeling healthier and better each day!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Big Head, I am the good guy vampire. I have two weapons for you
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u-PXI8OCRQ
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhKJ0Rg5_TE
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > O-Ren Ishii story Kill Bill
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHnVsjBoHnY
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, wonderful! What a pleasant surprise! Thank you wij, maybe, due to my limited funds, I will attack your country's economy tomorrow morning! Thanks you made my day! Die slow!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is gonna be so much fun!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You see, as Hot Grampa Joe told us all while we listened with rapt attention like awed young school children, school girls, we can now see that "Big Head Evildoer Philip White" is on rampage, violently running around, killing everyone, torching schools in Tennessee, hurting everyone...and only HGJ can protect us. As a matter of fact, HGJ *has* protected us, gallantly, time and time again, and yet, he is gobsmacked, it has happened again, Philip has attacked again, but HGJ mitigated the threat, and now, at last, Big Head Philip is powerless. He can never attack again...until next week, when his Soulless Powers will once again rise up, and launch a unison attack with the Devil to kill more innocents, at which time HGJ will cry again, and then, at last, Philip will finally be contained...until next week when it happens again and it wasn't Joe's fault but it was Philip's fault, but everything is under control, this is the best HGJ can do, goshdarnit, he really *tries*. *sniffle*
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, consciously, I don't think I need the approval of professional comedians.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I wonder: Do some strange people find my delusions from the past and occasional strange/inaccurate beliefs these days to be *funny*? If so, that is not a good choice. I take potent medications, and I believe, without proof, that in general, that my symptoms, including mild hallucinations and mild delusions or other confused thoughts, are essentially engineered by my brain, unconsciously, to protect me and promote my health. If you are having a psychological reaction that is essentially laughter in response to my symptoms, you are probably being viciously manipulated by my brain, unconsciously, in ways that even I do not understand. If you are stable, the manipulation probably just constitutes influencing your creativity and mood--things you'll think of, moods and preferences you may have, etc.--and it will not *force you* to make decisions differently. At the same time, if you have an inappropriate reaction to my symptoms and are not not okay with that, you might be "normalizing" a certain pattern of thoughts, decision making, and behaviors in your mind that is not entirely healthy for you...I am *very nimble* at changing my mind about "versions of reality" and "conclusions I've come to," due to the fact that I have been out of touch with reality. I can very effectively let go of unhealthy behavior and thought patterns, much much more effectively than most people. I can tell myself it was "like another delusional episode" when I do or think something, whether out of anger or something else, that I would prefer not to stay with in the long term. It is very healthy for me. If you find yourself drawing some inappropriate conclusions about me from my writing, it might literally be my unconscious mind and chemical reactions caused by the medication I take, manipulating you into doing something and embracing something unwise and/or unhealthy for you in the long term.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It wouldn't surprise me if, one thing I unconsciously attack people for, is: A failure to reciprocate, i.e., demanding that I do things that you would not do in my position, which could be viewed as prejudice. I am "so different," you say, simply because I do not discriminate at all, and you see that as a *weakness*. E.g., I always seem to try to justify the other person's perspective, and say to myself, "Oh yeah, I don't really like the way he/she is conducting themselves with respect to me...*but maybe he/she is right*." I always say that, but no one ever really says, "Oh, yeah, maybe Philip's way of thinking about things is right." Since I'm not usually vicious consciously, I probably unconsciously blacksmith some tools, including verbal and other communications, that may be designed to satirize and trip people up if they accept and think about such things, treating them as "gifts from the mentally ill guy to analyze on my journey away from him," that do something to them politically and/or psychologically when they act like I ought not be spoken to, when I live here locally and everyone sees me and knows me, and yet doesn't value my pain or my experience or my requests for how I ought to be treated. Everyone always has an excuse, a doctrine about "the role they play around here," and what they do, and what they don't do, and what exceptions and bendings out of shape *they* would never do, that they think I should do. Probably, I say unconsciously to myself, "Oh, another house cat disguised as a human...what can I do unconsciously to this person to say f--- off?" Since I'm not doing it consciously, and I'm even warning you that it's possible--I have unique mathematical psych tools that I've contemplated extensively consciously and used with great effect deliberately--it is not a morally wrong thing to do.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > E.g., not only am I not receiving $20 million for my cancer cure, I am not receiving an email saying "thank you for curing cancer."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I have the "super strength" from having suffered, and you rightly believe you shouldn't have to get that "super strength" because you shouldn't have to suffer, then why don't you listen to me and do things my way? It is a good question.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Your way" is, for better or for worse, according to you, I suffer and get choked by robots, with your regrets expressed somewhere of course, until one day, I finally become ten times more brilliant than Albert Einstein, no one ever vocally protests how I was treated, someone steals my cure for cancer and gets all the credit, and I work at home as a stock trader and/or become a cashier (I won't do that).
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one wonder no one likes your way of doing things.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Heeeee needs to learn to be *an adult* about this!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am an adult. So are all of you. *What* did you just define the responsibilities of "an adult" to be, and how is changing your lives?? Feeling inadequate?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You're gonna breeze by that point too, and not think it about too hard, and not risk the possibility of cognitive dissonance--you don't want to consider the possibility that I might be right about everything, you prefer confirmation bias to cognitive dissonance, so you'll go on to the next thing in the same exact way.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, for every version of "physics" out there, I find a job as a physicist, demonstrate that I have reached Stephen-Hawking-level proficiency at physics, and then am declined an interview because I'm "not that good at physics," apparently. You will NOT like how this goes. It is not "becoming adult" to accept *cheating* and *unethical behavior* in every single industry at every single employer in the USA. Siding with people who are essentially rapists and pedophiles instead of their victims is not a good strategy, for anyone..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > An unsettlingly large percentage of the people who have heard of me have accepted the following proposition:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "All people who are very rude and insulting to pedophiles and rapists deserve to be sexually assaulted."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The thing about a lot of anti-rape activists is, they think that rape is not abuse, but a tool. They were probably glad that Grace Mann died; she supported consent. They think, rape is like a bullet--if a "bad guy" gets shot by a bullet or raped as a child, that is *good*, but good people, according to our definition of whom we like and approve of, based on a collection of personal characteristics that we believe "make good people smell good, like baked goods fresh out of the oven," do not deserve anything but the best treatment, and should never be abused or raped. There are the "rapeable" and the "abuseables," who are "unappealing to top anti-abuse, anti-assault activists," and then the "kings and queens among mortals" who deserve to never even be insulted. The notion is, no one big in politics is actually anti-rape; the "rape-is-a-gun NRA" controls the US political establishment completely, and there is no "rape-and-abuse-is-a-gun gun control" lobby at all. The political establishment sees itself as "the rape, assault, and abuse police," and they believe they get to choose who is "arrested" and "tazed" and "imprisoned" or even "shot."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No one big in politics supports the 8th amendment. My Uncle Welsh did, and that is why they have become rapid dogs indeed, trying to bite to death anyone who opposes their support for torture and anti-Constitutional efforts.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Probably, the best people who are supporting me right now are: Undercover state and/or local cops from states other than Virginia. The non-profits overly support people like Biden and are not really that opposed to abuse *against people that they don't like.* Starting/joining their non-profit in the way that they did probably felt like a totally cool original idea at the time, but I don't think it is actually original.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, the anti-abuse non-profits perhaps are at the mall surveilling, but their legal justification for putting areas in VA under surveillance has been rejected by courts, and state/local police in the districts where the non-profits are located might have obtained warrants, in private, to put hidden cameras in the headquarters of the non-profits and at the houses of the people who work there, due to violations of state and local laws. Obviously, it is probably quite possible for law enforcement to use cheaper, non-drone based techniques to put people under surveillance...they can probably just put hidden cameras in people's offices and whatnot, and they could have an undercover cop come in, disguised as a janitor, and personally log in to computers based on video'd password type-in watching. So that is probably one of the "most serious surveillance things" that is going on.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, state, local, and federal judges might have "political activist tendencies," but there is probably an understanding among judges that it is *very* important to get "surveillance and search warrant questions" exactly right...probably, if a judge issues a "bad ruling" allowing someone to be surveilled, the judge might get surveilled themselves, for having aided and abetted something that would clearly be illegal. I would imagine, state and local police in VA have repeatedly attempted to get warrants to put me under surveillance, and the judges have very wisely refused to do so, even without counter-arguments presented by anyone but me, i.e., I don't get a lawyer in that process. If something were done illegally, there would be a leak, and then some non-profit, somewhere, that didn't like the court participants would do something about it...it could even be a small group of police activists from another state who could just do it without a warrant, claiming it to be a duress issue, based on a cause they care about and illegal action taken against it...maybe that argument works, I'm not a lawyer.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I got a signal at the mall that said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Clue: I'm Taiwan."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that I should not try to invest right now, because it could be the case that the stock prices I see on Ameritrade are fake prices, rigged like the poker hands on PokerStars. It is possible that my entire experience on PokerStars is just bots, that grab from old databases of conversations between poker players, to create a completely fake, AI-based environment for me to play fake poker again. So, unfortunately, probably I should not try to start trading stocks until I am able to talk again.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stay with attacking the Taiwanese stock exchange, legally and ethically, every day though.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possible way to accelerate my help for Africa: Someone with $1 million to spare could essentially loan me $1 million for a few months, and I could pay them back $200,000 when I was done investing. If I had a high starting amount of money, I could make hundreds of billions of dollars much more quickly--I wouldn't have to make the jump from $300.00 to $1 million--and I could easily pay back a 20% return.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Something I had tried to post earlier that got blocked by Google at first:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Cool, based on a quick look at the Taiwanese stock exchange index so far for today, it looks like I may have triggered the 4th biggest loss this month.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I bet at the end of this, Barack Obama will be furious to learn that his house in DC is bugged by the DC police, and he and his family are under round the clock surveillance by the DC police.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A general comment: I think that governments that tolerate torture or abuse within their economies tend to do very poorly. The more tolerance and torture of abuse there is, the more ruined such societies tend to become--the "chemical reaction" of response to being tortured is very aggressive, and often, the responding victims are very fair-minded and rule-following about the desperate quest to stop the torture.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I would really recommend that all governments work to stop torture, and that people living in local communities become active, within those communities, about halting all forms of abuse and torture in each such community. If I'm successful at moving to Seattle and feel well-treated in that community, I will do my part to fight predatory crime, including torture and abuse, in my local community. Otherwise, if I do not help to halt such activity in my local area as best I can, I will probably not be too happy in my local community.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Torture motivates, and those who engage in and support pro-torture policies tend to find themselves fought more aggressively and successfully and resourcefully than they could have possibly imagined.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I will probably get involved in chess in whatever local community I wind up living in, and not boxing.. I'll exercise and belong to a gym. I might join a book reading club and/or a writing club, too.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hopefully I'll be released soon! It is very obnoxious that every time I try to demand my release, a torture and abuse program is re-started, and then the debated issue becomes, "well, should we lighten up on this young man, or abuse him more aggressively??" , rather than, "should we release him next week, or tomorrow??"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I always deserved so much better than this!! I am under-supported, I should be supported so much more!!!!!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A guess: To be able to get proper legal permission to put an area under surveillance with a plane without being linked to law enforcement would cost over a million dollars. You would need a lawyer how is very familiar with how the FBI and DOJ analyze duress, and make decisions about surveillance...you would have to a pay a lawyer like that, who would keep your "mission" confidential, a large sum of money and swear the lawyer to secrecy...it's not being Johnny Cochran defending OJ Simpson against murder charges, which I think he charged his client millions for, it's more complicated and difficult and reliant upon specialized knowledge and "the ability to simulate and predict DOJ reasoning" regarding probable cause, duress, warrants, and surveillance, that most lawyers would not be able to access, even if they had gone to a top law school. That is my guess.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, it's time? OK: "Have you ever actually read Ashwin Rastogi's comments about 09/11 on his AIM profile (screenname = rawstoge) right after the attacks? I only buttf---ed my *fake* supporters. You, the Fake Harvard Terrorist RIng, murdered some of my real supporters' friends, and that is why they do not identify as my real supporters any more and cannot help out as much. That is very understandable, I have stopped helping a lot of people, too, due to assaults against me and people in my family. Triple murder. I am still helping, *for myself*, a little bit. I will still help Africa. I am nice, stop feigning generosity, Hitler Youth & Friends."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In case you don't understand what kind of "special people" the NSA hires, NO ONE ANYWHERE IS WILLING TO DO THAT FOR YOU. You, apparently including the FBI, appear to have think that the NSA has identified a "special breed of servile STEM workers, who react *very positively* to torture, harassment, heartbreak, assault, abuse, and isolation, and that, being huge nerds, will, if angered enough *suddenly become very helpful oysters* that will generate *wonderfully valuable and unique pearls for you*, and will be totally unable to fight back if attacked. We are the "exploitable mind marines"--totally abuse to use STEM ideas to kill people, but so incredibly stupid and nerdy and interpersonally skilled that we would *never* figure out how to lash out and essentially obliterate people who HiRe us to do work for them who then turn into sadistic predators. We're not special, Merrick. We're just much much smarter than you. Speaking for myself, I am very alone. That is the key trait to look at. I am not a lone wolf, I am an isolated Einstein, making war on people who want to exterminate, following every rule to the T, wiping you out and provoking you to complain that I "ought to lighten up and remember my servile roots" and pivot back to helping you, while your finish your campaign to exterminate me. YOU ARE IN A NON-CONSENSUAL FIGHT WITH ME. I AM FIGHTING, TOO, IT'S NOT JUST YOU. I WILL *NEVER STOP*, NO MATTER WHAT, UNLESS I AM KILLED OR YOU STOP. All you have to do is leave me alone; all your backers have to do is number enough to *demand* that you stop bothering me and get you to do it. Otherwise, you're in the trap of whatever foreigner gleefully pitted you against me, forever. I have no incentive to stop, I would like one. You don't want me to have one, you like wishful thinking, daydreams, and applause, not strategy or science. That is why you cannot do anything now that you rejected your best STEM people as a prank.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I meant to say:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, I am no longer in "the military," and I am now in the fight of my life to get my commanding officer who *was* a traitor to go home and stop terrorizing me. Believe it: That is *all* you have to do to make this stop, and then I will stop. Otherwise, I will continue forever. When was the last time the US government *tried* not bothering me and leaving me to my own devices, just like anyone else? Hint: It was 2011 or earlier, at least to some extent. Remember when you had some nice victories in 2011, and then I got captured by Obama, forecasts changed, and everything fall apart?? I wasn't even using STEM ideas on the internet, I was just pleading for help, totally ignored and viciously abused--twice at "very intense torture levels," all with support afterwards--and I did not begin using STEM attacks, at all, until late 2020. Don't you want the era of "Philip able to work normally back?" Weren't things going so great when I worked *for* the USA and did not have legions of nutty "cleared" freaks running around with dildos up their butts trying to figure out how to best use pedo-strategy to make me suffer? You *can* have those years back, but it is *if and only if* you stop. The return to prosperity in the USA will *not* begin until I am working normally again. Nothing that happened was my fault.. I did not lie or do anything illegal; all my fights back are at the level of "lawsuit attempts," and the government cheats and causes distraction disasters (and they say they would "never do that to anyone, except for Philip White of course"), and then laughably claims it's my fault that they got it wrong, and then a bunch of idiots believe him, and trust him, and things get screwed up again, but they *still* won't stop listening to Overt Liar Extraordianire Joseph RRR. Biden.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just STOP. If you can't make it stop, you cannot fix the problem. There is no other way other than stopping to limit my freedoms and bother me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > * all without support afterwards
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw the woman from Tennessee on the news. She said she talked to lots of Congressmen. Did she remember to take a moment to speak out against Matt Gaetz?? You are not getting ANY improved outcomes if you continue to support the use of LITERAL PEDO-STRATEGY to achieve your goals. That is not an effective set of tools for getting what you want. The pedo-strategy leaders you've endorsed are using techniques that are basically guaranteed to hurt children, at least that is my (unproved) claim.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Again: I don't care how "pot committed" you are in this poker hand, Joe, but you are NOT getting any more "oyster pearls" from me. Get out of my house, I do not work for you, I will never work for you again.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > A comment about Peter Olcott: I think that is not his real name, and he is aggressively trying to stalk at least one person who was a cleared NSA contractor other than me. He sures seems motivated.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Great news about my work activities today: I came up with one new huge, great math breakthrough, and I figured out an idea for a second one that I will investigate over the next few days. I won't share any details though.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, I decided not to go running today, but I will probably run outside at Deep Run Park sometime tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh yeah...if you listen to this song around bedtime, at the part where they clearly say, "Knock Meow," the CIA will stop trying all mind-control projects (they used to call it "MK-Ultra" if you hadn't heard):
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I said step away, Mitch! This one isn't about you!
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think someone actually is monitoring my email metadata--that must be true, otherwise *someone* would say *something*. It must be some IC traitor, who probably even knows that he/she has a house and phone that are totally bugged by law enforcement, and the person is gung-ho, probably to an even greater extent than I was, about not minding being surveilled a little bit or more while working for the IC. Probably, there is a time-regulated battle, which is understood to some extent...probably, some high-power psych processes, with known parameters and required time duration, have to be used, perhaps including "unconscious questioning" of the person under surveillance--I think that was used on me improperly with an infrared drone in 2005 or sooner, maybe right after Dr. More began teaching at UMW, but definitely before I had even heard of the DLP...I kind of wonder how intelligent and talented I was profiled to be before 2006, how would anyone know how good I was when even I didn't know and "future math greatness" isn't all that well studied AFAIK?--and it would appear to be believed, by reliable sources, that I'll be "extracted" from this mess successfully by the end of May. I sure hope so...it is wild that so many Americans are *that* gung-ho about assaulting me, being vehemently anti-US-military, and trying to keep me as a slave (???), that they would allow themselves to be surveilled all the time by strangers whom they would not really like to have sex with or even talk to, just to pursue their futile mission. Apparently, the number of people who want to kill me and don't mind being surveilled to have a chance to try to contribute to an effort to assassinate me, or at least just slow me down, is greater than the number of people who would like to speak to me in a friendly way. If that were not true, I would be able to socialize right now, because ordinary good-guy citizens who would stand up for people's rights to speak to each other would out-number the bad guy citizens. That would appear to be false, the bad guys in this area seem to somehow greatly number the good guys, and it would appear that just about everyone I've ever known, including all K-12 teachers, are counted among the bad guys, rather scarily. I kind of think they didn't hate me until I got more serious psych diagnoses...I wasn't that despised in 8th grade...disliked, but not frequently called gay or viciously satirized in complicated and funny ways by fellow students, it was just people thinking I was uncool, annoying, and unwilling to shut up as much as they would have wanted, and they would say so meanly...that was 6th-8th grade, and I saw a psychologist for the first time over the summer after 8th grade. Basically, I had no "really good friends" after I became a sophomore at TJHSST, apparently ever again...it would appear that all of my "friends" at UMW were fakes, or at least so flimsy as "friends" that they had been ready to sell me out and open to selling me out on day 1 of having met me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The joke about this is, the bad guys think I can't keep this up. The top university professors types, who are furious that I responded to being locked out of their STEM establishment with STEM-based, anti-discrimination-inspired attacks against their interests, have surely promised their own bosses that they'll "fix the problem soon." "Just gimme another 3 months," says Crime Boss Sipser. "I'll get the goods, I'll get the math, I swear! I can do it, I can beat this guy, I can get him to cough some 'compensatory math' to make this right...I can fool him, I can fool him!!!!"
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Three months will pass, and the schmuck bosses will still be doing it Sipser's way. They won't get my paradigm or how I see it now or where I got it from; they will be blind, and keep going, and going, and going, and going, and failing, and losing at everything, and then, maybe in like 8 months, they'll finally cut it out, and *acknowledge*--they were never getting anything good out of me, other than my generously provided cancer cure, which Israeli spy Michael Sipser *must* allow me to get credit for, unless they paid for it. Go on, take more months...actually I really don't want you to do, but if you do, you will see it get worse, and worse, and worse, and there will be no apology from me, and I will not be tricked by your rhetorical gimmicks. I know the US population better than you do, and I know what they're thinking with a lens that you do not understand at all. You will be blamed, I will not be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Someone stole my last iPod this morning. It turns out they put it back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I authorize and insist: Identify the group of people that stole my iPod. Kill as many of them and as many of their friendly connections as humanly possible, within the constraints of US law.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Don't be merciful this time. Make it painful.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have decided that I am going to use the "Taiwan stock market attack," which I assert is legal even though it is market manipulation given my circumstances, as a test of one of my big theories about the stock market. If, after a week or two of influence, it seems that my theory is correct, then I will start using my theory to predict stocks in the US market to try to generate some income. I will not use any market manipulation ideas whatsoever on the US stock market or on individual US markets, and any money that I make on the US market will be totally unrelated to my Taiwanese market attack. That is, I'll stay with damaging the Taiwanese stock exchange until I am completely left alone, all malware is off all of my computers, including ones I've already purchased--the bad guys must remove it before leaving--and I will not at any time have any relationship between the Taiwan op and my own stock investing for my own money...the two actions will be totally separate.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, because my iPod was stolen by bad guys briefly, I decided not to run and to strike back lethally as retaliation for this action. The actors, globally, who are stealing from me at this late hour are deemed "extremely eligible" for future thefts of my personal property or any other interferences in my life or denouncements of me to be now paying for their bad actions with gallons of their favorite people's blood. I am not sorry. Go away.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > How I told myself to think about the coming events in my diary:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "When you do this, always follow US law, but pretend you're in the military, and you have orders from your commanding officer to kill enemy soldiers to complete the mission. Never do anything illegal, but aside from the constraints of following the law, do not regret any kills you do. Basically, you are fighting terrorists and their friends...don't be shy about setting up to fire on them to bring about their deaths, and don't pity them when they die. See their deaths as 'work' that you have been drafted to do."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.yahoo.com/news/jon-stewart-sarcastically-says-whats-005639144.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm thinking about "pedal to the medal"...silver, a funny person who is not quite as funny as I am, according to me...so now I have to debate John Stewart for my freedom??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Is he saying, "Joe Biden's action is nasty, but not illegal" ? He just decided, in a very unpatriotic and treacherous way, to drop protection for me from satellites and foreign bots as part of a deal, and it's just "lifting security on me," perhaps just as he and Obama did to Gabby Giffords--how would we know, he wouldn't tell us??? That is an obvious point, right?
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, given the very high risk to me, surely Stewart understands that trying to "engage in a complicated, even sequential set of actions, to bring about someone's death, with or without conventional weapons," is murder, right? Biden did not have a justifiable homicide or duress defense in my case.. I was not doing anything inappropriate or anything to anyone; it was a cynical, very nasty, homicidal move. If it were possible for him to be arrested--technically, he would have to impeached, etc., and that's Congress's failure to do that, but this actions are still illegal--it would constitute first degree murder, under the felony murder provision...during his extended attempted murder plot against me, which is a felony and was pre-meditated, and set into motion using foreign accomplices and his "unlocking of a particular door," in a sense, to grant access to me, numerous people were killed--even on purpose, which the law does that require--and that constitutes first-degree murder, for which JRB is eligible for the death penalty. He simply hasn't been impeached or investigated by an apathetic Congress; he is no less guilty than any other criminal who knows how to bribe the FBI or whatever other investigative/prosecutorial body.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So as you can see, he is not getting the death penalty, but at the very least, 100% of his staff and colleagues are under round the surveillance by any group of vigilante cops that the money and the interest. I would imagine: The FBI was notified, houses were entered, bugs and cameras were placed, keystroke monitoring malware was added to all computers and phones--everyone he knows, maybe even including him, who has worked with him on the "f--- and try to kill Philip" project is under constant surveillance.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I believe that there is also a federal crime that is a felony called "conspiracy to commit murder."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the world really does need some much, much better criminal attorneys, who understand law about crime and how to get bad guys who are fugitives prosecuted and sent to jail. If I had gotten "rather generous help" from lawyers regarding this issue, sure, I might have been very open to going to law school for a couple of years to help other crime victims. As it turns out, I would appear to have been given *any* legal help at all, as one of the top and most helpful cleared DOD non-military service workers in the country, only very reluctantly after a series of bitter criticisms. So again, I'm not helping other people with their problems when the exact same kind of problem, when it comes up for me for some reason, is dismissed as "not mattering because I'm so uncool according to so-and-so." I had to do it myself, and I shouldn't have; now, all Americans will have to use the DIY approach instead of my help. I am *never* given the gratitude I was owed, I am *also* not a pinata.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe it was really bad for me that Patrick Tillman died, I don't know if that's what changed the national mood and morals or whatever.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your argument is: We talked a lawyer, and shared some of the details about our beliefs about you with he lawyer, and the lawyer said it was legal for us to do this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, your lawyer lost the case. If the lawyer merely rendered a legal opinion--and maybe your lawyer assessed you as "very interested in crime" and "going to do it and maybe retaliate against him/her if the lawyer doesn't tell you what you want to hear," then, if you identified as anti-law and pro-crime, maybe your lawyer, feeling under duress, gave you a carefully constructed inaccurate legal opinion that was designed to minimize the amount of illegal activity you would get involved in. That would probably pass the test in court for "resolving the duress."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have not studied duress as a lawyer, I'm just a citizen; my comments about duress constitute my political opinions, not any knowledge about legal traditions or established judicial process. I have to do this myself, because no lawyer will agree to get in touch with me, in spite of all my ads, and help me with representation in this case. I'm unable to access my Constitutionally guaranteed legal representation.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, I am mildly psychologically affected.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do not ever say any ethnic slur, not even if it is about your own group, and not even if you are killing someone. Even I do not fully understand the biochemistry of such awful words.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, if you are trying to psychoanalyze me, you should be careful...the mechanics of my brain are different from most people's, not only because I am mentally ill, but because I know and have independently developed mathematics and algorithmic ideas--relevant, applicable ideas--well beyond the capabilities of anyone else who has ever lived. If you think you understand the processes within my mind that might be generating certain ideas, you might be mistaken...I think you don't even know the big misconceptions.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/03/29/us/ruby-bridges-movie-review-pinellas-florida/index.html
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There is no good reason at all to ban this movie from schools. Stand up to white power, let the truth about civil rights history in the USA be told. What does Barack Obama have to say, in English, about this? What does *Taylor Swift* have to say about this? Both of these two highly dubious media figures *must* speak out about this, and share what they think the right answer to this is.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yep...at this point, every sitting Congressman and WH official is completely done being powerful. They are seen and understood, rather thoroughly, by everyone who ever thought about investing them. Even if they stay in as placeholders, they will never be true assets, granted power and looked to for support, ever again. I have accomplished that, I'm proud. Lip movements and speeches aside, they're all done.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think, given the government's determination, they must have some way to stop me from trading stocks. I think the key is, right now, they are reasoning, "We have no way to guarantee that Philip White will lighten up on the attacks against us if we leave him alone and 'throw out the key' to bothering him." That is false--I just decided to start attacking the US stock market tomorrow, rather than trying to make money from it. Basically, your benefit to releasing me is, since you never respond to "me trying to be nice," and I'm always rational and fair, you've seen that, and I would prefer to be generous and nice rather than fight you, is, some of my attacks and actions will become illegal once I'm no longer duress. Until I'm liberated, I have every right to attack the US stock market with my math ideas. You *must* leave me alone, or you will pay a huge price, constantly, until you stop trying to be gung-ho professional murderers. The economy will lie in ruins if you don't stop. I tried to be reasonable, I don't care if people dislike me, I just need to survive. That is my only goal...you've dangled it out of reach illegally and unpatriotically, as traitors, and now I have no rational choice but to fight.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although, to secure my freedom, I must apparently resort to "mainly activity that would be illegal and highly destructive if I were not under duress," I will still not purchase any guns and kill anyone or "start any fights" with local residents, however much of extremists they are. Obviously, if anyone in this community died, other than me and my sister, literally no one on planet Earth would care except for that person themselves. If I somehow legally killed 500 people in Tuckahoe, the politicians wouldn't care at all, and neither would the dead people's "friends" or "family."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll stick to economic actions until you stop.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > So, I'm going to be calm right now...I am hoping that Jennifer Shahade is right, and it is truly over in April. This is still driving me nuts...the irrational treason, patriotism void, and total lack of interest in the rule of law is crazy. I never deserved this, I'm surrounded by a hate community filled with cowardly Nazis and terrorists. I won't start any fights except on the computer, against stock exchanges...nothing violent. Anyway, I am disappointed that I *still* don't seem to have a clearly a reliable source, lawyer, doctor, or otherwise, who will guide me through the process of ending this and help figure out what I should do to stand up for my rights and get an end date to this nonsense. I'll just keep going on my own, it's actually totally not my fault and I won't screw up ethically at all. What do you want people in my position to do? What would like? Some people go on shooting sprees; I am doing it perfectly and my way, very ethically, very rule-following...do you prefer the homicidal way? Maybe don't answer that, maybe I don't want to know RVA preferences regarding violence and fighting back.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I gave Terence Tao a 1, but yes, he is literally a serial killer, along with many other math professors, including at UMW.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, my announcement for tonight is: I just made a *totally huge* breakthrough in math and CS! It is probably one of the most important ideas in mathematical logic, ever! As my health improves, I have realized that my ideas are not ones that were "pre-discovered by Turing," or others, although Turing was great. All of my ideas are my own. That is exciting, I was just a little bit confused. I will probably never ever share my breakthrough, except maybe with my kids....the idea is brilliant though, and very transformative with respect to logic and computation.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm going to go relax for a little while...the reflux hasn't been too bad today.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, it is entirely possible that I might wind up married to the prettiest brunette in Follow Back Girl.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2023-03-29/stock-market-today-dow-s-p-live-updates?srnd=markets-vp#xj4y7vzkg
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Looks like I had a good impact so far, I'll keep going and start in on manipulating the US markets, under duress, tomorrow after 5 p.m. when the market is closed. I will probably attack the Taiwanese market earlier in the day, Eastern time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV8NHsmVMPE
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Although I assert that it is technically OK to listen to this song, try to keep in mind what it means to some TJHSST students whom, based on memories, I believe to have not been evil...possibly anyway. I don't know what percent of my forecasted support system was identified and forced to say goodbye to an admired, murdered, friend, but it was higher than it should be. Some people left me forever because they became indifferent and cynical; some people ended friendships with me due to murdered friends, and didn't really want to mention that to me too clearly. I think that is true. Not everyone at TJHSST wants everyone else at that school, which I'm thrilled not to have graduated from, to survive. I feel sad about all the people I looked forward to knowing who would disappear quickly after I got interested in being friends. There is no going back for me, it will never be the same. I think the version of events I alluded to above is true and correct. Adam Levine is beyond a jerk, if he wrote this song the way I think he did--he is a serial killer mafia don.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Alternatively, the version of events I mentioned above is untrue in one way--the person who seemed upset about a dying friend was not actually sad about a future death, but already gaslighting me.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think I was not being gaslighted. I tend not to receive memos about people's pain when they are attacked for trying to be friends with me, and being good people, and then someone attacks them and kills their friend. Maybe the people affected will always lie about how they felt, it is hard to be sure.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This is not a therapy project that I have been going through. I was not that unstable in 2011. The notion that I was "so sick" and needed 12 years of therapeutic harassment to regain my sanity is a Nazi lie. It is like a cartoon, they are lying about what care I needed, and they are citing their "expertise," and not to me, to put me through the wringer, given this excuse.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Actually, given John Stewart's complicity in this outrageous activity, I insist that he be subjected to the exact same treatment, diagnosed with a number of carefully selected "psych disorders that he has," harassed constantly for a decade, prohibited from speaking, working, having sex, or making money, and generally held in a cage and harassed, tormented, and objectified as often as possible.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > This was *not* real psych treatment, it was pure torture, and they are lying if they say it was anything else.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think a number of people I went to school with cultivated a number of *very carefully selected* connections, perhaps selected with STEM principles, to help them fuel their organized crime efforts and get away with extorting people.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh, the next op is duress treason? Did you study that too and have some original ideas about it, Obama? How many more new "betrayal patches" do you need before Beyonce will finally suck it, Barack?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > One possibility is, instead of trying to have a professional lawyer with various obligations and responsibilities write a letter on my behalf to Congress and have to prepare for various contingencies, professionally, a local citizen could write a letter to Congress about me, maybe even criticizing me, and let me see the letter that has been written so that I can participate in the conversation about this.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Why is it insisted by Congressional leaders and local citizens that my fate and freedom as a VA citizen be decided with cloak and dagger black ops, in silence? Do you want your fates and outcomes decided behind closed doors without your consent, too? It sounds like it.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I saw a CNN article with a quote from Jennifer Shahade, that mentioned, in code, "WAG AC." Wag the monolith.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Maybe her comment is, the reason why people "flog" or whatever sex assault perpetrators is, they won't go far enough to apologize. I guess I do see the objection. I wasn't thinking deeply about the tragedy that wasn't mine, and I see that the perpetrator made a small concession...he resigned from the chess club...but hasn't publicly apologized. I would never do something like that, but if I somehow sleepwalked and did it, I would apologize and explain myself, and defend myself too and be sorry about the whole thing, at great length, and try to put forth a way for others to know I wouldn't get involved in bad activities like that, sleepwalking or not, again. He didn't do that.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > In my situation, I am getting "concessions" of the form, "Joe Biden will commit fewer serious crimes against you this week," e.g., my iPod will be stolen in the morning...but returned by 2 p.m.! I am demanding merely a cessation to the crimes against me, but the bad guys, admittedly rather like Shahade's accused harasser/assaulter, will only make "small, minor concessions," and then the crowd is supposed to say, "See, isn't that nice of the mean guy? He even made a concession, looks like we don't need to stay on him."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is a good point. I am not a sex assault analyst, and I'm still not focusing on "flogging" the alleged perpetrator...perhaps I see an "adequate and pleasing-to-all-sides resolution to the dispute," in any crime/misdeed-related case, as very desirable, and I start outlining the "vision for actually good 'peace in our time' so to speak" right way, and then if anything happens that *reminds* me of *my vision*, for any issue that doesn't touch me personally, I start to feel proud of my "work on the issue," even if the bad guys are exploiting my understanding deficit about the issue to make me feel satisfied with a villain's backtracking and concessions when I shouldn't be.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, Biden is trying to teach aspiring rapists how to assault women, using me as an example in his lesson, and get away with it without being criticized. I am not trying to be hyper-critical of Jennifer Shahade, whom I write about often on the internet these days, but indeed, even she will not contact me directly--no one anywhere will, even the lawyers react very warily to interacting with me. I am innocent, and I am Biden's *example*, in a different context, at his "Rape University" lessons, to show unethical young men how to get away with hurting someone and doing all kinds of outrageous things to them, in a way that they will not be overly criticized for. It's a "criticism management" lesson.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think the reason why Richard Toikka wouldn't help me more is, it was literally part of his "service budget," and he has limited time and resources, and I was an "extreme case" that merited a certain amount of attention and investment of time, maybe even money--he didn't charge me for the consultation--so perhaps he just had something like 100 other similar cases to get to with his budget for "helping innocent victims of the legal system," and didn't have time to prepare a response to attacks against him if he had given me more information. I think he hinted it would be over in May, but didn't say the year...I think it is this year.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quick political comment, although I am mainly not discussing politics:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I myself should not weigh in on abortion or gay rights. Actually, the existence of both of those issues as hot-button political issues is an anti-Semitic, Christian-supremacist effort to link actually important liberal priorities to Christian power.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Pro-choice is basically, pro-unplanned-sex, pro-cigarette-lighter (to use a smoking metaphor), pro-herpes, pro-torture, pro-aggression, pro-optional-maternal-sadism after 5 months of pregnancy. Pro-life is anti-cigarette-lighter, pro-Bible, pro-healthy-and-planned-sex, anti-torture, pro-8th-amendment. The existence of the issue and debate about it is just an effort to force Americans to link issues about health, aggression, torture, sabotage, and sexuality to Biblical mores.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > When it comes to gay rights, again, it is about the idea that cognitive diversity, and ultimately all kinds of diversity by extension, are linked to and debated in terms of Biblical principles. The goal is to force liberals seeking tolerance to turn to Christian leaders, internationally, for support, or be unable to get the tolerance they want.. It is partly another effort of transitive statistical correlation, i.e., psychological mass-operant/classical conditioning.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I just decided that I will work on figuring out which stocks to purchase on the US markets, and not try to decrease the value of US stocks. I will still hit Taiwan, but not the US stock market...it is probably possible for me to make money from it.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I will start trading on the US market tomorrow.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > What it meant was, "Last chance, cut it out for real, or you're going to spend the entire rest of your adult lives more miserable than Alex White." I don't think anyone is bluffing.
> > > > > > > > > > > > My sense of it is, if anyone helped me to get from "pretty good at math" to "amazing at math" other than me--I had great intuition and DLP and some NSA work under my belt, but I wasn't good enough to solve diff eq--which probably was my own first great breakthrough--it was probably the anonymous journal referee at the JACM. I think Eva Tardos is evil, but the first article I submitted, which was indeed wrong, got a *very harshly worded* reply after I said something requesting explanation, and it included the claim that I was "wasting everyone's time." It is possible, given that that rude but possibly quite helpful response, made me have trouble sleeping for a few nights, and then I got really serious about making a plan to study mathematical logic, that the referee had a technique for influencing me psychologically to get much better at math. Other than that, I received no help or encouragement or true "boosts" to my mathematical understanding, other than Sara More's DLP talk and the basic UMW math courses that I completed. I also bought books and studied my own...changing meds helped me get a great new perspective on math and how to use it, but other than that, it was just my own self-study...no one provided for me to be able to use math to get out of trouble. If I hadn't submitted that first wrong article to the JACM, which was actually close to the descriptive complexity proof that P = NP, but I was showing some clear misunderstandings about some things in the argument I presented, I probably would be living in constant pain, still very harassed, nowhere close to getting out. No one prioritized me or helped me at all; after I quit NSA, I was totally left for dead by everyone, everywhere, and forced to do what I could to improve at doing my work to get a chance to have a normal life. That is related to why people are suffering nationally...you are very unfair, offering me as a normal and good private citizen with a perfectly treatable mental health issues, basically no protection under the law, or even under principle of medicine and science, and leaving me for dead...you are being treated as equals to me. I am prepared to live in this world where no one receives any protection or help for anything, and everyone piles up on top of you to cheat and steal from you things that are rightfully yours, and most of you are newbies to living in a wild, very unpleasant, very demanding world like that. Whether you admit to yourselves or not, you have made a very grave error by leaving me in this position.
> > > > > > > > > > > I am about to go for a run today. I am thinking that I might still want to run for President someday, just not right away.
> > > > > > > > > > It is possible that, because I had chosen to use insults to anger my criminal adversaries and allow them to become obsessed with me to "see where it leads," that the system has been slower to help me, although it has also likely been more greatly damaged for refusing to embrace basic common sense and human decency. It was my choice, although I was being very aggressively and upsettingly tormented in unusual ways when I was having to make this decision--I was psychologically different from the harassment, and desperate to strike back forcefully. It's surely true that some people have struck back more graciously and civilly than I did, and in a less war-like way, while even more desperate and less fortunate than I was. I am of course careful to respect my great predecessors, much more so than most people in any field. I got that idea itself from Ursula K. LeGuin's criticism of J.K. Rowling. I think my conduct was very excellent, okay, and "good enough" by far that, by rights, work, service, accurate arguments, and virtue, I deserved to get out of trouble by the very latest in May 2021. It is very disappointing that I am still here, the intransigence of American human-trafficking supporters is disgusting and must be punished.
> > > > > > > > > A key criticism of "soccer mom type activists," who could in theory be OK and great at homegrown political lobbying, is that they are *way too accepting* of presented plans by bad guys, and *way too reluctant* to truly *verbally, rhetorically, publicly blast* leaders who do not get them results or do things that are morally despicable in horrible ways that damage the country.
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> > > > > > > > > If some Bernie Sanders guy tortures the guy who was supposed to sell tech companies the AI stop school shootings, and then becomes demonically obsessed with the elite scholar whom he tortured instead of making a deal with, and prances around trying to say things like "suck our sauce" to somehow wound his ego or somehow justify people he dislikes in an extremely, outlandishly, perhaps piratically un-American way (Jack Sparrow is still a fictional character, I'm apparently still warning you....), the people like the Tennessee woman will *not* choose a *very* aggressive contingency plan. At her most desperate, if school kids near her kids get shot at again, she will *barge in front of media cameras and **demand a plan**, insisting that...*shock of shocks indeed*...the politicians AREN'T BEING SERIOUS ABOUT DOING THEIR JOBS.* That is very obvious, and that point being made is hardly an adequate "doomsday scenario response" to politicians not measuring up. Basically, average Americans have still been convinced that the need to "work *with* the Republicans, i.e., Congress, to a find solution to the problems we all face." No one will ever call for the resignation of any of the political leaders; no one will ever air the dirty laundry of political leaders who own slaves, or start a big protest about Matt Gaetz's child sex slaves, or the Democrats' slaves, including me. They think, "well, they may be despicable, but we have to talk to *someone*!" They believe that every vote counts, and John Stewart has some sway, too, and I'm "not powerful enough" to be worth it. I am powerful enough, and ethical enough to *actually be taken seriously* and I do not lie. Activists who would talk to Gaetz and not me are *very carefully psychologically profiled*, including by concerned child abuse victim advocates. You don't even necessarily have to talk to me, but you have to obtain "non-filthy-and-therefore-essentially-worse-than-'radioactive' access granted" to Congressional leaders, you *must* stand up for abuse victims whom Congressmen have targeted in their personal lives, often for sport. You wouldn't want to meet with Adolf Hitler or Robert E. Lee to get things done, or Stalin--right??? You do indeed need to clean up the filth of the "political resources" you're accessing, or you're essentially accessing the moral equivalent of Osama bin Laden, and asking for his/their help at reforming American politics. You can't get anything out of these guys unless you at least *try* to halt their predatory crimes. At least speak out about it, and not just play the "I wanna be selfish" note...politics is about all kinds of of different people's needs, self-interest is important, but you cannot have a Congressman who "works exclusively for your interests as one person"...you need a decent, fair, pro-law coalition to approach non-evil Congressmen, and literally, yes, apologize for the horrific crimes of bad political leaders when you approach the legislative organization that employs both your target political resource and the criminals, or you're going be deemed, by broader political society, to be "a homeless person asking for one-thousand-dollar bills from fast food workers." You have to get it right if you want to make a difference in the big leagues.
> > > > > > > > *in a really deep voice* "Yo, uh, Jane Leyland? Hey, it's me. Uh, so I don't want to sound like, you know, a cad or whatever, but do you know anything about the whereabouts of any of the, uh...let me see, uh....any of the...'Follow Back Girls?' I'm asking for a friend."
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> > > > > > > > (check this out guys, this is gonna work so great, it's gonna be amazing...*just watch*....)
> > > > > > > Hmmm...it sounds like my stock predicting/influencing idea, which does not require serious computation resources, although maybe I computed something in Python, although I'm not saying for sure, and I don't know if, if I did, the computations were sabotaged to be inaccurate, has not worked that great yet. I will keep trying, but I probably won't start trading stocks yet, until I can use a compiler again, and I will attack the US stock market after all, since I can't trade right now.
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> > > > > > > It is really not funny, basically JRB is stealing a lot of bread from hungry Africans. He should be condemned and eventually imprisoned for his heartless killings.
> > > > > > Update: I just noticed that I made an actual human-error slight mistake in my last Taiwan stock exchange attack metric value. It is OK though, I won't make that mistake again this time.
> > > > > I probably won't actually attack the US market today...I might even start trading tomorrow, I'll do an evaluation later tonight and see if it would make sense to start trading tomorrow.
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> > > > > I feel healthier today because I ran about 1.5 miles.
> > > > Bad news: It looks like with my current limitations, it is literally impossible for me to make money on the stock market with my current computing and compiling posture. I tried my new approach out, and it looks like it is actually not high-power enough to do anything. Probably, it didn't really the Taiwanese stock market, although I was trying. I will stop the attacks, they probably aren't effective.
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> > > > This is very outrageous...I've proved my innocence in every way, proved that Biden and crew are committing a crime, waited over a decade for my release, rebutted bogus and offensive arguments that the psych professionals who tormented me were "trying to help me," established myself as the best STEM worker/thinker in the world, filed a provisional patent, shared some brilliant valuable ideas as service, did other service, and more, and I am still being held illegally and prevented from working and socializing and making money, after having done nothing wrong.
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> > > > Hold the bad guys accountable for this! I did everything humanly possible to try to help Africa, Biden did this, literally, he is killing people in Africa, he is such an evil war criminal, he should be dead already by now.
> > > A question for stalwart bad guys who think they are making a good, sensible case: You know that Albert Einstein is going to come back to life, right? Do you think he will be fooled by your fake arguments? Are you going to threaten him if he speaks out in my defense? Einstein will definitely back me if he is made familiar with the facts of my case, so if you are claiming to be non-anti-Semitic, then even if your name is Benjamin Netanyahu, you're already forecasted to be condemned by Einstein when he returns to life. You know his values and his intellect, do not *dare* to say that Einstein would oppose me. He would not.
> > One thing to be clear about is: I totally definitely did count as a "real NSA contractor," even if people I had gone to school with when younger saw me as "not for real because they don't like me." I do object to the CIA, strenuously, but they do watch terrorists...it is entirely possible that they are one group that has this a large number of people in this area under round the clock surveillance, along with many Congressmen, for issues relating to terrorism. Unfortunately for GWB, tormenting someone and/or trying to force that person to live as a slave in the USA is a form of terrorism.
> Maybe this will get me released?:
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> https://www.cnn.com/politics/live-news/trump-indictment-hush-money-stormy-daniels/index.html
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> It could be that the political forces out there reacted with fury to Pelosi, because some of my ideas that I contributed did something that Pelosi herself cannot do--bop Donald Trump in the sense of decreasing his popularity, possibly to such an extent that an imperfect justice finally felt ready to indict him. I do not give Trump any more credit for having given me a "break," until Biden's presidency began, in Sept 2020, than I would to Robert E. Lee or Stalin. Perhaps vicious and violent fury was called for, because she was seen as essentially trying to undermine the political downfall of Donald Trump in favor of her "pedophile victim outcome agent" sport that she is addicted to obsessing over.