I copied it again, here's what I said:

I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:

Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.

Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> I copied it again, here's what I said:
>
>
>
>
> I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
>
> Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
>
> Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?

Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil..

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> >
> > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> >
> > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.

It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > >
> > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > >
> > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.

Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > >
> > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > >
> > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.

Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them.. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > >
> > > > >
> > > > >
> > > > >
> > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > >
> > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > >
> > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?

I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."

You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.

"Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.

On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 4:19:17 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
>
> You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
>
> "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.

Hi. Philip. All is simple, you are not able to face the reality.
Let it be clear, all STEM firms pay for real products or talent, that is the
deal and the real rule, nothing to do with any political belief. Firms don't
really care what/where you are. So, what is all the complaint are about all
these years of life of yours? Why should any company care your personal
malware,bots, abuse issues?

So, the diagnosis(candidate): https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-defeating_personality_disorder

Nothing really changed from my first impression... You are a scum and a loser,
and kept playing so. Do the real thing or try stay happy in your cage.

On 4/20/2023 3:41 PM, wij wrote:
> On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 4:19:17 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
>> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
>>> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
>>>> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
>>>>> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
>>>>>> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
>>>>>>> I copied it again, here's what I said:
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>> I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>> Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>> Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
>>>>>> Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
>>>>> It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
>>>> Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
>>> Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
>> I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
>>
>> You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
>>
>> "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
>
> Hi. Philip. All is simple, you are not able to face the reality.
> Let it be clear, all STEM firms pay for real products or talent, that is the
> deal and the real rule, nothing to do with any political belief. Firms don't
> really care what/where you are. So, what is all the complaint are about all
> these years of life of yours? Why should any company care your personal
> malware,bots, abuse issues?
>
> So, the diagnosis(candidate): https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-defeating_personality_disorder
>
> Nothing really changed from my first impression... You are a scum and a loser,
> and kept playing so. Do the real thing or try stay happy in your cage.

Callousness comes back to you as bad karma especially if you don't
believe in karma and are sure that it must be nonsense.

--
Copyright 2023 Olcott "Talent hits a target no one else can hit; Genius
hits a target no one else can see." Arthur Schopenhauer

On 4/20/2023 11:09 AM, Philip White wrote:
>
> I copied it again, here's what I said:
>

Shut up idiot.

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
>
> You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
>
> "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.

I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.

Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.

Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.

For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.

Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them.. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> >
> > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> >
> > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
>
> Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
>
> Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
>
> For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
>
> Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.

So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??

I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.

I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income.. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > >
> > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > >
> > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> >
> > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> >
> > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> >
> > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> >
> > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
>
> I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
>
> I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.

I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be.. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > >
> > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > >
> > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > >
> > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > >
> > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > >
> > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > >
> > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> >
> > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> >
> > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
>
> Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
>
> Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > >
> > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > >
> > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > >
> > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > >
> > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > >
> > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > >
> > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > >
> > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > >
> > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> >
> > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> >
> > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > > >
> > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different..
> > > > > >
> > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > > >
> > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > > >
> > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > >
> > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > > >
> > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > > >
> > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really....I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > > >
> > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > >
> > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > >
> > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.

On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 11:14:35 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011..
> > > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware.. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > > > >
> > > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > > > >
> > > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > > >
> > > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > > >
> > > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> > The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.
> From the Dawkins quote, "vey"..."nothing is working"...more Ivy Rose Smith intelligence? Sure. All of this is based on her AIM conversations, AFAIK, she wasn't lying.
>
> - She claimed once that her mom caught her and her friends drinking underage age 4 in the morning.
> - Her grandmother died over the summer after 2004, but she said she wasn't that upset because her grandmother had a long and fairly good life.
> - She used the acronym "KIST"--Konen, Ivy, Sarah, Tori--to describe her core group of friends. Sarah Beltran was her best friend.
> - She had a friend, Halle Cowen, who had a dispute with my sophomore year roommate, Evan Stepanick, and that is why Ivy disliked Evan Stepanick--she saw him as a jerk.
> - She disliked GWB when we were friends.
> - She hugged me once while drinking underage sophomore year, in the hallway, 4th floor, Randolph Hall.
> - She liked this music: Maroon 5, Babylon 5, David Gray, Rob Thomas / Matchbox Twenty (she said RT was "like her husband"), The Beatles (in particular).
> - She claimed while drunk that Katie Lawrence was her best friend.
> - She used to come down from the 5th floor to the 4th to fill up her water bottle with water from the water fountain which was right outside my dorm room sophomore year, sometimes, sometimes alone and sometimes not.
> - During one of those visits, Ivy was with Katie Lawrence, and KL said to me, "Ivy said she wants to be having sex right now, isn't that immature?" I just said no and got quiet; Ivy smiled and didn't say anything. Then, they just left without saying anything. I had thought she was coming on to me but I was very un-perceptive and thought it might have been my imagination....I didn't flirt back.
> - According to Ivy's Facebook, she was once a member of Wellness Peer Mediators. Merida Marston, whom I spoke to less than Ivy and Katie Lawrence, was a member of a Facebook group called "Roll Over and Do It Again," which it was claimed was for people who had had sex at UMW.
> - Ivy, and her friend Chris Payne and also Christine Williams, and I went on a hiking trip to a river somewhere nearby. That was the only time she ever agreed to hang out with me. My leg was touching hers in the back seat of the car the whole time. When we got there, she went swimming, but didn't change clothes. I said some stupid sort of like rhyming thing after something Christine Williams said, and they just sort of ignored it. It didn't seem like anyone on the hiking/river trip liked me or had much to say. I never saw Chris Payne or "Crispy" or whatever they called him again.
> - Ivy lived in Mason freshman year.
> - I met Ivy at the intramural soccer team that I was on with David Younes and others. The first time she came to an outdoor soccer meeting outside on the field near Goolrick, the UMW gym, someone said, "Is Ivy playing?" and I said, "What kind of name is 'Ivy?'" Then, I saw who Ivy was and I thought she was very attractive and I got quiet, and then I looked her up on Facebook after the practice and found out her screenname--"tekymeky14"--and started emailing her.
> - Her email address was tekym...@yahoo.com , but was deleted by 2011 when I was captured (I tried it once then)...I might have also emailed her once when we were friends. She gave me her cell phone number once too, but I never called her.
> - She was from Roanoke, VA, and had gone to Cave Spring HS.
> - She basically never talked about chemistry or science with me ever.

On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:15:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 11:14:35 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > > > >
> > > > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > > > >
> > > > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > > > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> > > The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.
> > From the Dawkins quote, "vey"..."nothing is working"...more Ivy Rose Smith intelligence? Sure. All of this is based on her AIM conversations, AFAIK, she wasn't lying.
> >
> > - She claimed once that her mom caught her and her friends drinking underage age 4 in the morning.
> > - Her grandmother died over the summer after 2004, but she said she wasn't that upset because her grandmother had a long and fairly good life.
> > - She used the acronym "KIST"--Konen, Ivy, Sarah, Tori--to describe her core group of friends. Sarah Beltran was her best friend.
> > - She had a friend, Halle Cowen, who had a dispute with my sophomore year roommate, Evan Stepanick, and that is why Ivy disliked Evan Stepanick--she saw him as a jerk.
> > - She disliked GWB when we were friends.
> > - She hugged me once while drinking underage sophomore year, in the hallway, 4th floor, Randolph Hall.
> > - She liked this music: Maroon 5, Babylon 5, David Gray, Rob Thomas / Matchbox Twenty (she said RT was "like her husband"), The Beatles (in particular).
> > - She claimed while drunk that Katie Lawrence was her best friend.
> > - She used to come down from the 5th floor to the 4th to fill up her water bottle with water from the water fountain which was right outside my dorm room sophomore year, sometimes, sometimes alone and sometimes not.
> > - During one of those visits, Ivy was with Katie Lawrence, and KL said to me, "Ivy said she wants to be having sex right now, isn't that immature?" I just said no and got quiet; Ivy smiled and didn't say anything. Then, they just left without saying anything. I had thought she was coming on to me but I was very un-perceptive and thought it might have been my imagination...I didn't flirt back.
> > - According to Ivy's Facebook, she was once a member of Wellness Peer Mediators. Merida Marston, whom I spoke to less than Ivy and Katie Lawrence, was a member of a Facebook group called "Roll Over and Do It Again," which it was claimed was for people who had had sex at UMW.
> > - Ivy, and her friend Chris Payne and also Christine Williams, and I went on a hiking trip to a river somewhere nearby. That was the only time she ever agreed to hang out with me. My leg was touching hers in the back seat of the car the whole time. When we got there, she went swimming, but didn't change clothes. I said some stupid sort of like rhyming thing after something Christine Williams said, and they just sort of ignored it. It didn't seem like anyone on the hiking/river trip liked me or had much to say. I never saw Chris Payne or "Crispy" or whatever they called him again.
> > - Ivy lived in Mason freshman year.
> > - I met Ivy at the intramural soccer team that I was on with David Younes and others. The first time she came to an outdoor soccer meeting outside on the field near Goolrick, the UMW gym, someone said, "Is Ivy playing?" and I said, "What kind of name is 'Ivy?'" Then, I saw who Ivy was and I thought she was very attractive and I got quiet, and then I looked her up on Facebook after the practice and found out her screenname--"tekymeky14"--and started emailing her.
> > - Her email address was tekym...@yahoo.com , but was deleted by 2011 when I was captured (I tried it once then)...I might have also emailed her once when we were friends. She gave me her cell phone number once too, but I never called her.
> > - She was from Roanoke, VA, and had gone to Cave Spring HS.
> > - She basically never talked about chemistry or science with me ever.
> https://www.cnn.com/2023/04/19/sport/joasia-zakrzewski-ultrarunning-disqualification-spt-intl/index.html
>
> It is a satire of Joe Biden and the FBI and how they "do their jobs." I find it amusing.

On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:16:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:15:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 11:14:35 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > > > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > > > > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> > > > The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.
> > > From the Dawkins quote, "vey"..."nothing is working"...more Ivy Rose Smith intelligence? Sure. All of this is based on her AIM conversations, AFAIK, she wasn't lying.
> > >
> > > - She claimed once that her mom caught her and her friends drinking underage age 4 in the morning.
> > > - Her grandmother died over the summer after 2004, but she said she wasn't that upset because her grandmother had a long and fairly good life.
> > > - She used the acronym "KIST"--Konen, Ivy, Sarah, Tori--to describe her core group of friends. Sarah Beltran was her best friend.
> > > - She had a friend, Halle Cowen, who had a dispute with my sophomore year roommate, Evan Stepanick, and that is why Ivy disliked Evan Stepanick--she saw him as a jerk.
> > > - She disliked GWB when we were friends.
> > > - She hugged me once while drinking underage sophomore year, in the hallway, 4th floor, Randolph Hall.
> > > - She liked this music: Maroon 5, Babylon 5, David Gray, Rob Thomas / Matchbox Twenty (she said RT was "like her husband"), The Beatles (in particular).
> > > - She claimed while drunk that Katie Lawrence was her best friend.
> > > - She used to come down from the 5th floor to the 4th to fill up her water bottle with water from the water fountain which was right outside my dorm room sophomore year, sometimes, sometimes alone and sometimes not.
> > > - During one of those visits, Ivy was with Katie Lawrence, and KL said to me, "Ivy said she wants to be having sex right now, isn't that immature?" I just said no and got quiet; Ivy smiled and didn't say anything. Then, they just left without saying anything. I had thought she was coming on to me but I was very un-perceptive and thought it might have been my imagination...I didn't flirt back.
> > > - According to Ivy's Facebook, she was once a member of Wellness Peer Mediators. Merida Marston, whom I spoke to less than Ivy and Katie Lawrence, was a member of a Facebook group called "Roll Over and Do It Again," which it was claimed was for people who had had sex at UMW.
> > > - Ivy, and her friend Chris Payne and also Christine Williams, and I went on a hiking trip to a river somewhere nearby. That was the only time she ever agreed to hang out with me. My leg was touching hers in the back seat of the car the whole time. When we got there, she went swimming, but didn't change clothes. I said some stupid sort of like rhyming thing after something Christine Williams said, and they just sort of ignored it. It didn't seem like anyone on the hiking/river trip liked me or had much to say. I never saw Chris Payne or "Crispy" or whatever they called him again.
> > > - Ivy lived in Mason freshman year.
> > > - I met Ivy at the intramural soccer team that I was on with David Younes and others. The first time she came to an outdoor soccer meeting outside on the field near Goolrick, the UMW gym, someone said, "Is Ivy playing?" and I said, "What kind of name is 'Ivy?'" Then, I saw who Ivy was and I thought she was very attractive and I got quiet, and then I looked her up on Facebook after the practice and found out her screenname--"tekymeky14"--and started emailing her.
> > > - Her email address was tekym...@yahoo.com , but was deleted by 2011 when I was captured (I tried it once then)...I might have also emailed her once when we were friends. She gave me her cell phone number once too, but I never called her.
> > > - She was from Roanoke, VA, and had gone to Cave Spring HS.
> > > - She basically never talked about chemistry or science with me ever.
> > https://www.cnn.com/2023/04/19/sport/joasia-zakrzewski-ultrarunning-disqualification-spt-intl/index.html
> >
> > It is a satire of Joe Biden and the FBI and how they "do their jobs." I find it amusing.
> So, my one wish for the month, other than my immediate release and the removal of all malware from my computer, is for my abusive mother to SHUT UP and stop trying to extract vocal treats from me. I cannot, for the life of me, get her to stop asking me the most annoying, needling questions imaginable. What a pain! I cannot just get her to shut up and leave me alone, I just don't want to talk to her at all but she has no respect for that.

On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:24:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:16:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:15:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 11:14:35 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > > > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > > > > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > > > > > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> > > > > The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.
> > > > From the Dawkins quote, "vey"..."nothing is working"...more Ivy Rose Smith intelligence? Sure. All of this is based on her AIM conversations, AFAIK, she wasn't lying.
> > > >
> > > > - She claimed once that her mom caught her and her friends drinking underage age 4 in the morning.
> > > > - Her grandmother died over the summer after 2004, but she said she wasn't that upset because her grandmother had a long and fairly good life.
> > > > - She used the acronym "KIST"--Konen, Ivy, Sarah, Tori--to describe her core group of friends. Sarah Beltran was her best friend.
> > > > - She had a friend, Halle Cowen, who had a dispute with my sophomore year roommate, Evan Stepanick, and that is why Ivy disliked Evan Stepanick--she saw him as a jerk.
> > > > - She disliked GWB when we were friends.
> > > > - She hugged me once while drinking underage sophomore year, in the hallway, 4th floor, Randolph Hall.
> > > > - She liked this music: Maroon 5, Babylon 5, David Gray, Rob Thomas / Matchbox Twenty (she said RT was "like her husband"), The Beatles (in particular).
> > > > - She claimed while drunk that Katie Lawrence was her best friend.
> > > > - She used to come down from the 5th floor to the 4th to fill up her water bottle with water from the water fountain which was right outside my dorm room sophomore year, sometimes, sometimes alone and sometimes not.
> > > > - During one of those visits, Ivy was with Katie Lawrence, and KL said to me, "Ivy said she wants to be having sex right now, isn't that immature?" I just said no and got quiet; Ivy smiled and didn't say anything. Then, they just left without saying anything. I had thought she was coming on to me but I was very un-perceptive and thought it might have been my imagination...I didn't flirt back.
> > > > - According to Ivy's Facebook, she was once a member of Wellness Peer Mediators. Merida Marston, whom I spoke to less than Ivy and Katie Lawrence, was a member of a Facebook group called "Roll Over and Do It Again," which it was claimed was for people who had had sex at UMW.
> > > > - Ivy, and her friend Chris Payne and also Christine Williams, and I went on a hiking trip to a river somewhere nearby. That was the only time she ever agreed to hang out with me. My leg was touching hers in the back seat of the car the whole time. When we got there, she went swimming, but didn't change clothes. I said some stupid sort of like rhyming thing after something Christine Williams said, and they just sort of ignored it. It didn't seem like anyone on the hiking/river trip liked me or had much to say. I never saw Chris Payne or "Crispy" or whatever they called him again.
> > > > - Ivy lived in Mason freshman year.
> > > > - I met Ivy at the intramural soccer team that I was on with David Younes and others. The first time she came to an outdoor soccer meeting outside on the field near Goolrick, the UMW gym, someone said, "Is Ivy playing?" and I said, "What kind of name is 'Ivy?'" Then, I saw who Ivy was and I thought she was very attractive and I got quiet, and then I looked her up on Facebook after the practice and found out her screenname--"tekymeky14"--and started emailing her.
> > > > - Her email address was tekym...@yahoo.com , but was deleted by 2011 when I was captured (I tried it once then)...I might have also emailed her once when we were friends. She gave me her cell phone number once too, but I never called her.
> > > > - She was from Roanoke, VA, and had gone to Cave Spring HS.
> > > > - She basically never talked about chemistry or science with me ever.
> > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/04/19/sport/joasia-zakrzewski-ultrarunning-disqualification-spt-intl/index.html
> > >
> > > It is a satire of Joe Biden and the FBI and how they "do their jobs." I find it amusing.
> > So, my one wish for the month, other than my immediate release and the removal of all malware from my computer, is for my abusive mother to SHUT UP and stop trying to extract vocal treats from me. I cannot, for the life of me, get her to stop asking me the most annoying, needling questions imaginable. What a pain! I cannot just get her to shut up and leave me alone, I just don't want to talk to her at all but she has no respect for that.
> When my mother bothers me, she has the knowledge of how to do it in a maximally bothersome way, so sometimes, it messes up my mood for the rest of the day. I think it is her sport, she is a lunatic. Anyway, I don't want to talk about that right now...this last encounter didn't bother me as much as usual, partly because of the absence of the possibility of satellite harassment...my mother, for some reason, has amassed a lot of skill at talking to me in the most bothersome ways possible, she did know me since I was a baby and influence my upbringing and education quite a bit.
>
> So, I think I just did something with my computer that *might* have gotten rid of all the malware, but I cannot be sure?? AFAIK there is no way to tell, the Norton Anti-Virus scanners sometimes pretend that all the malware is gone when it isn't gone.
>
> Maybe I will just type to some extent, and then see if there are any typos or other irregularities in my typing. If nothing shows up for maybe 1-3 days, maybe I will conclude that the malware is probably gone, and it wouldn't be stressful to start trying to build my trading algorithm in Python again. I would have to re-install Python though since I uninstalled it earlier while trying to get rid of all the malware, I uninstalled almost all "non-trivial" programs to try that earlier.
>
> I'm going to work on chess strategy. I have not received enough help with this. People trying to "condition me" to "figure things out for myself" is stupid and pathetic, I do not have to agree with Ayn Rand about everything to be an American, I could have really used some help from people regarding trivial malware issues and satellite issues and other obnoxious political issues, I am supposed to have a job, not a "mystical journey to go around and learn pointless facts about how mobsters try to sabotage and impair mental patients," I didn't sign up for that course and I didn't want to take it and I certainly don't need that information or skillset to have a normal productive life, my time is being wasted by fake "psychologists" and friends.

On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:32:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:24:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:16:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:15:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 11:14:35 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American.. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal..
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > > > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > > > > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > > > > > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > > > > > > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> > > > > > The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.
> > > > > From the Dawkins quote, "vey"..."nothing is working"...more Ivy Rose Smith intelligence? Sure. All of this is based on her AIM conversations, AFAIK, she wasn't lying.
> > > > >
> > > > > - She claimed once that her mom caught her and her friends drinking underage age 4 in the morning.
> > > > > - Her grandmother died over the summer after 2004, but she said she wasn't that upset because her grandmother had a long and fairly good life.
> > > > > - She used the acronym "KIST"--Konen, Ivy, Sarah, Tori--to describe her core group of friends. Sarah Beltran was her best friend.
> > > > > - She had a friend, Halle Cowen, who had a dispute with my sophomore year roommate, Evan Stepanick, and that is why Ivy disliked Evan Stepanick--she saw him as a jerk.
> > > > > - She disliked GWB when we were friends.
> > > > > - She hugged me once while drinking underage sophomore year, in the hallway, 4th floor, Randolph Hall.
> > > > > - She liked this music: Maroon 5, Babylon 5, David Gray, Rob Thomas / Matchbox Twenty (she said RT was "like her husband"), The Beatles (in particular).
> > > > > - She claimed while drunk that Katie Lawrence was her best friend..
> > > > > - She used to come down from the 5th floor to the 4th to fill up her water bottle with water from the water fountain which was right outside my dorm room sophomore year, sometimes, sometimes alone and sometimes not.
> > > > > - During one of those visits, Ivy was with Katie Lawrence, and KL said to me, "Ivy said she wants to be having sex right now, isn't that immature?" I just said no and got quiet; Ivy smiled and didn't say anything. Then, they just left without saying anything. I had thought she was coming on to me but I was very un-perceptive and thought it might have been my imagination...I didn't flirt back.
> > > > > - According to Ivy's Facebook, she was once a member of Wellness Peer Mediators. Merida Marston, whom I spoke to less than Ivy and Katie Lawrence, was a member of a Facebook group called "Roll Over and Do It Again," which it was claimed was for people who had had sex at UMW.
> > > > > - Ivy, and her friend Chris Payne and also Christine Williams, and I went on a hiking trip to a river somewhere nearby. That was the only time she ever agreed to hang out with me. My leg was touching hers in the back seat of the car the whole time. When we got there, she went swimming, but didn't change clothes. I said some stupid sort of like rhyming thing after something Christine Williams said, and they just sort of ignored it. It didn't seem like anyone on the hiking/river trip liked me or had much to say. I never saw Chris Payne or "Crispy" or whatever they called him again.
> > > > > - Ivy lived in Mason freshman year.
> > > > > - I met Ivy at the intramural soccer team that I was on with David Younes and others. The first time she came to an outdoor soccer meeting outside on the field near Goolrick, the UMW gym, someone said, "Is Ivy playing?" and I said, "What kind of name is 'Ivy?'" Then, I saw who Ivy was and I thought she was very attractive and I got quiet, and then I looked her up on Facebook after the practice and found out her screenname--"tekymeky14"--and started emailing her.
> > > > > - Her email address was tekym...@yahoo.com , but was deleted by 2011 when I was captured (I tried it once then)...I might have also emailed her once when we were friends. She gave me her cell phone number once too, but I never called her.
> > > > > - She was from Roanoke, VA, and had gone to Cave Spring HS.
> > > > > - She basically never talked about chemistry or science with me ever.
> > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/04/19/sport/joasia-zakrzewski-ultrarunning-disqualification-spt-intl/index.html
> > > >
> > > > It is a satire of Joe Biden and the FBI and how they "do their jobs.." I find it amusing.
> > > So, my one wish for the month, other than my immediate release and the removal of all malware from my computer, is for my abusive mother to SHUT UP and stop trying to extract vocal treats from me. I cannot, for the life of me, get her to stop asking me the most annoying, needling questions imaginable. What a pain! I cannot just get her to shut up and leave me alone, I just don't want to talk to her at all but she has no respect for that.
> > When my mother bothers me, she has the knowledge of how to do it in a maximally bothersome way, so sometimes, it messes up my mood for the rest of the day. I think it is her sport, she is a lunatic. Anyway, I don't want to talk about that right now...this last encounter didn't bother me as much as usual, partly because of the absence of the possibility of satellite harassment...my mother, for some reason, has amassed a lot of skill at talking to me in the most bothersome ways possible, she did know me since I was a baby and influence my upbringing and education quite a bit.
> >
> > So, I think I just did something with my computer that *might* have gotten rid of all the malware, but I cannot be sure?? AFAIK there is no way to tell, the Norton Anti-Virus scanners sometimes pretend that all the malware is gone when it isn't gone.
> >
> > Maybe I will just type to some extent, and then see if there are any typos or other irregularities in my typing. If nothing shows up for maybe 1-3 days, maybe I will conclude that the malware is probably gone, and it wouldn't be stressful to start trying to build my trading algorithm in Python again. I would have to re-install Python though since I uninstalled it earlier while trying to get rid of all the malware, I uninstalled almost all "non-trivial" programs to try that earlier.
> >
> > I'm going to work on chess strategy. I have not received enough help with this. People trying to "condition me" to "figure things out for myself" is stupid and pathetic, I do not have to agree with Ayn Rand about everything to be an American, I could have really used some help from people regarding trivial malware issues and satellite issues and other obnoxious political issues, I am supposed to have a job, not a "mystical journey to go around and learn pointless facts about how mobsters try to sabotage and impair mental patients," I didn't sign up for that course and I didn't want to take it and I certainly don't need that information or skillset to have a normal productive life, my time is being wasted by fake "psychologists" and friends.
> Should I have to become a skilled construction worker, too, in order to receive peace of mind and basic psychological help from the freaks who drive around town and follow me around and signal me in code? 100% of their signals are *just harassing*, not *one* thing that they signal is every helpful, promoting my health, or doing anything other than at least trying to bother and confuse me. As the MCV torture guy noted, I am just an emotional urinal to the loser-freaks of this crazy local area, and they are just mentally urinating on me when they show up to do some weird freaky code to "say something" and "harass me but with a cover that makes it look like it's really psychological help from an informal mental health advocacy team, that has formed to *help me*."

On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:33:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:32:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:24:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:16:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:15:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 11:14:35 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > > > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > > > > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > > > > > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > > > > > > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > > > > > > > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> > > > > > > The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.
> > > > > > From the Dawkins quote, "vey"..."nothing is working"...more Ivy Rose Smith intelligence? Sure. All of this is based on her AIM conversations, AFAIK, she wasn't lying.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > - She claimed once that her mom caught her and her friends drinking underage age 4 in the morning.
> > > > > > - Her grandmother died over the summer after 2004, but she said she wasn't that upset because her grandmother had a long and fairly good life.
> > > > > > - She used the acronym "KIST"--Konen, Ivy, Sarah, Tori--to describe her core group of friends. Sarah Beltran was her best friend.
> > > > > > - She had a friend, Halle Cowen, who had a dispute with my sophomore year roommate, Evan Stepanick, and that is why Ivy disliked Evan Stepanick--she saw him as a jerk.
> > > > > > - She disliked GWB when we were friends.
> > > > > > - She hugged me once while drinking underage sophomore year, in the hallway, 4th floor, Randolph Hall.
> > > > > > - She liked this music: Maroon 5, Babylon 5, David Gray, Rob Thomas / Matchbox Twenty (she said RT was "like her husband"), The Beatles (in particular).
> > > > > > - She claimed while drunk that Katie Lawrence was her best friend.
> > > > > > - She used to come down from the 5th floor to the 4th to fill up her water bottle with water from the water fountain which was right outside my dorm room sophomore year, sometimes, sometimes alone and sometimes not.
> > > > > > - During one of those visits, Ivy was with Katie Lawrence, and KL said to me, "Ivy said she wants to be having sex right now, isn't that immature?" I just said no and got quiet; Ivy smiled and didn't say anything. Then, they just left without saying anything. I had thought she was coming on to me but I was very un-perceptive and thought it might have been my imagination...I didn't flirt back.
> > > > > > - According to Ivy's Facebook, she was once a member of Wellness Peer Mediators. Merida Marston, whom I spoke to less than Ivy and Katie Lawrence, was a member of a Facebook group called "Roll Over and Do It Again," which it was claimed was for people who had had sex at UMW.
> > > > > > - Ivy, and her friend Chris Payne and also Christine Williams, and I went on a hiking trip to a river somewhere nearby. That was the only time she ever agreed to hang out with me. My leg was touching hers in the back seat of the car the whole time. When we got there, she went swimming, but didn't change clothes. I said some stupid sort of like rhyming thing after something Christine Williams said, and they just sort of ignored it. It didn't seem like anyone on the hiking/river trip liked me or had much to say. I never saw Chris Payne or "Crispy" or whatever they called him again.
> > > > > > - Ivy lived in Mason freshman year.
> > > > > > - I met Ivy at the intramural soccer team that I was on with David Younes and others. The first time she came to an outdoor soccer meeting outside on the field near Goolrick, the UMW gym, someone said, "Is Ivy playing?" and I said, "What kind of name is 'Ivy?'" Then, I saw who Ivy was and I thought she was very attractive and I got quiet, and then I looked her up on Facebook after the practice and found out her screenname--"tekymeky14"--and started emailing her.
> > > > > > - Her email address was tekym...@yahoo.com , but was deleted by 2011 when I was captured (I tried it once then)...I might have also emailed her once when we were friends. She gave me her cell phone number once too, but I never called her.
> > > > > > - She was from Roanoke, VA, and had gone to Cave Spring HS.
> > > > > > - She basically never talked about chemistry or science with me ever.
> > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/04/19/sport/joasia-zakrzewski-ultrarunning-disqualification-spt-intl/index.html
> > > > >
> > > > > It is a satire of Joe Biden and the FBI and how they "do their jobs." I find it amusing.
> > > > So, my one wish for the month, other than my immediate release and the removal of all malware from my computer, is for my abusive mother to SHUT UP and stop trying to extract vocal treats from me. I cannot, for the life of me, get her to stop asking me the most annoying, needling questions imaginable. What a pain! I cannot just get her to shut up and leave me alone, I just don't want to talk to her at all but she has no respect for that.
> > > When my mother bothers me, she has the knowledge of how to do it in a maximally bothersome way, so sometimes, it messes up my mood for the rest of the day. I think it is her sport, she is a lunatic. Anyway, I don't want to talk about that right now...this last encounter didn't bother me as much as usual, partly because of the absence of the possibility of satellite harassment...my mother, for some reason, has amassed a lot of skill at talking to me in the most bothersome ways possible, she did know me since I was a baby and influence my upbringing and education quite a bit.
> > >
> > > So, I think I just did something with my computer that *might* have gotten rid of all the malware, but I cannot be sure?? AFAIK there is no way to tell, the Norton Anti-Virus scanners sometimes pretend that all the malware is gone when it isn't gone.
> > >
> > > Maybe I will just type to some extent, and then see if there are any typos or other irregularities in my typing. If nothing shows up for maybe 1-3 days, maybe I will conclude that the malware is probably gone, and it wouldn't be stressful to start trying to build my trading algorithm in Python again. I would have to re-install Python though since I uninstalled it earlier while trying to get rid of all the malware, I uninstalled almost all "non-trivial" programs to try that earlier.
> > >
> > > I'm going to work on chess strategy. I have not received enough help with this. People trying to "condition me" to "figure things out for myself" is stupid and pathetic, I do not have to agree with Ayn Rand about everything to be an American, I could have really used some help from people regarding trivial malware issues and satellite issues and other obnoxious political issues, I am supposed to have a job, not a "mystical journey to go around and learn pointless facts about how mobsters try to sabotage and impair mental patients," I didn't sign up for that course and I didn't want to take it and I certainly don't need that information or skillset to have a normal productive life, my time is being wasted by fake "psychologists" and friends.
> > Should I have to become a skilled construction worker, too, in order to receive peace of mind and basic psychological help from the freaks who drive around town and follow me around and signal me in code? 100% of their signals are *just harassing*, not *one* thing that they signal is every helpful, promoting my health, or doing anything other than at least trying to bother and confuse me. As the MCV torture guy noted, I am just an emotional urinal to the loser-freaks of this crazy local area, and they are just mentally urinating on me when they show up to do some weird freaky code to "say something" and "harass me but with a cover that makes it look like it's really psychological help from an informal mental health advocacy team, that has formed to *help me*."
> I saw the word "ever" change to "every," I don't know if that's a Google glitch, or if it means I still have malware.

On Saturday, April 22, 2023 at 12:51:38 AM UTC+8, Philip White wrote:
> On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:33:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:32:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:24:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:16:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:15:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 11:14:35 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women.. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > > > > > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > > > > > > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > > > > > > > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > > > > > > > > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> > > > > > > > The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.
> > > > > > > From the Dawkins quote, "vey"..."nothing is working"...more Ivy Rose Smith intelligence? Sure. All of this is based on her AIM conversations, AFAIK, she wasn't lying.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > - She claimed once that her mom caught her and her friends drinking underage age 4 in the morning.
> > > > > > > - Her grandmother died over the summer after 2004, but she said she wasn't that upset because her grandmother had a long and fairly good life.
> > > > > > > - She used the acronym "KIST"--Konen, Ivy, Sarah, Tori--to describe her core group of friends. Sarah Beltran was her best friend.
> > > > > > > - She had a friend, Halle Cowen, who had a dispute with my sophomore year roommate, Evan Stepanick, and that is why Ivy disliked Evan Stepanick--she saw him as a jerk.
> > > > > > > - She disliked GWB when we were friends.
> > > > > > > - She hugged me once while drinking underage sophomore year, in the hallway, 4th floor, Randolph Hall.
> > > > > > > - She liked this music: Maroon 5, Babylon 5, David Gray, Rob Thomas / Matchbox Twenty (she said RT was "like her husband"), The Beatles (in particular).
> > > > > > > - She claimed while drunk that Katie Lawrence was her best friend.
> > > > > > > - She used to come down from the 5th floor to the 4th to fill up her water bottle with water from the water fountain which was right outside my dorm room sophomore year, sometimes, sometimes alone and sometimes not.
> > > > > > > - During one of those visits, Ivy was with Katie Lawrence, and KL said to me, "Ivy said she wants to be having sex right now, isn't that immature?" I just said no and got quiet; Ivy smiled and didn't say anything. Then, they just left without saying anything. I had thought she was coming on to me but I was very un-perceptive and thought it might have been my imagination...I didn't flirt back.
> > > > > > > - According to Ivy's Facebook, she was once a member of Wellness Peer Mediators. Merida Marston, whom I spoke to less than Ivy and Katie Lawrence, was a member of a Facebook group called "Roll Over and Do It Again," which it was claimed was for people who had had sex at UMW.
> > > > > > > - Ivy, and her friend Chris Payne and also Christine Williams, and I went on a hiking trip to a river somewhere nearby. That was the only time she ever agreed to hang out with me. My leg was touching hers in the back seat of the car the whole time. When we got there, she went swimming, but didn't change clothes. I said some stupid sort of like rhyming thing after something Christine Williams said, and they just sort of ignored it. It didn't seem like anyone on the hiking/river trip liked me or had much to say. I never saw Chris Payne or "Crispy" or whatever they called him again.
> > > > > > > - Ivy lived in Mason freshman year.
> > > > > > > - I met Ivy at the intramural soccer team that I was on with David Younes and others. The first time she came to an outdoor soccer meeting outside on the field near Goolrick, the UMW gym, someone said, "Is Ivy playing?" and I said, "What kind of name is 'Ivy?'" Then, I saw who Ivy was and I thought she was very attractive and I got quiet, and then I looked her up on Facebook after the practice and found out her screenname--"tekymeky14"--and started emailing her.
> > > > > > > - Her email address was tekym...@yahoo.com , but was deleted by 2011 when I was captured (I tried it once then)...I might have also emailed her once when we were friends. She gave me her cell phone number once too, but I never called her.
> > > > > > > - She was from Roanoke, VA, and had gone to Cave Spring HS.
> > > > > > > - She basically never talked about chemistry or science with me ever.
> > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/04/19/sport/joasia-zakrzewski-ultrarunning-disqualification-spt-intl/index.html
> > > > > >
> > > > > > It is a satire of Joe Biden and the FBI and how they "do their jobs." I find it amusing.
> > > > > So, my one wish for the month, other than my immediate release and the removal of all malware from my computer, is for my abusive mother to SHUT UP and stop trying to extract vocal treats from me. I cannot, for the life of me, get her to stop asking me the most annoying, needling questions imaginable. What a pain! I cannot just get her to shut up and leave me alone, I just don't want to talk to her at all but she has no respect for that..
> > > > When my mother bothers me, she has the knowledge of how to do it in a maximally bothersome way, so sometimes, it messes up my mood for the rest of the day. I think it is her sport, she is a lunatic. Anyway, I don't want to talk about that right now...this last encounter didn't bother me as much as usual, partly because of the absence of the possibility of satellite harassment...my mother, for some reason, has amassed a lot of skill at talking to me in the most bothersome ways possible, she did know me since I was a baby and influence my upbringing and education quite a bit.
> > > >
> > > > So, I think I just did something with my computer that *might* have gotten rid of all the malware, but I cannot be sure?? AFAIK there is no way to tell, the Norton Anti-Virus scanners sometimes pretend that all the malware is gone when it isn't gone.
> > > >
> > > > Maybe I will just type to some extent, and then see if there are any typos or other irregularities in my typing. If nothing shows up for maybe 1-3 days, maybe I will conclude that the malware is probably gone, and it wouldn't be stressful to start trying to build my trading algorithm in Python again. I would have to re-install Python though since I uninstalled it earlier while trying to get rid of all the malware, I uninstalled almost all "non-trivial" programs to try that earlier.
> > > >
> > > > I'm going to work on chess strategy. I have not received enough help with this. People trying to "condition me" to "figure things out for myself" is stupid and pathetic, I do not have to agree with Ayn Rand about everything to be an American, I could have really used some help from people regarding trivial malware issues and satellite issues and other obnoxious political issues, I am supposed to have a job, not a "mystical journey to go around and learn pointless facts about how mobsters try to sabotage and impair mental patients," I didn't sign up for that course and I didn't want to take it and I certainly don't need that information or skillset to have a normal productive life, my time is being wasted by fake "psychologists" and friends.
> > > Should I have to become a skilled construction worker, too, in order to receive peace of mind and basic psychological help from the freaks who drive around town and follow me around and signal me in code? 100% of their signals are *just harassing*, not *one* thing that they signal is every helpful, promoting my health, or doing anything other than at least trying to bother and confuse me. As the MCV torture guy noted, I am just an emotional urinal to the loser-freaks of this crazy local area, and they are just mentally urinating on me when they show up to do some weird freaky code to "say something" and "harass me but with a cover that makes it look like it's really psychological help from an informal mental health advocacy team, that has formed to *help me*."
> > I saw the word "ever" change to "every," I don't know if that's a Google glitch, or if it means I still have malware.
> My nutjob mother just *had* to come back, and perform a few footsteps in my area before leaving silently without being seen, to "mark her turf" gain.. If you ever talk to this woman, try to see if she does things like this to you too. I'm her "disabled acquaintance," so she probably tries to "practice with a 'naked personality' around me" so that she can hone her "Star Wars Jedi annoyance-for-fun-and-social-profit skills" with a "safe target."
>
> Anyway, yeah, the question is, when it comes to the local "psychology" freaks, the question is, "is there anything at all that they *don't* think would be appropriate for therapy?" Is there one thing that would be too inappropriate or hurtful or awful that they shouldn't do to the patients that they don't think they could deny or make up an excuse or cover for? It seems like, almost everything these guys has to be, "to show you that life with mental illness is tough," which I already knew, and basically, the things that the people do are almost *never* pleasant at all, and almost *never* involving *clear communication.* Seriously, if you email the top Harvard anti-suicide professor, sharing some brilliant psych research IP ideas, hoping for a few words of a response from the professor, you'll find the person (Dr.. Nock in this case) to be less responsive and helpful than Stephen Cook, the Canadian Professor of CS. *Every* single representative in the "hierarchy of psychology" is in the "vow of silence" club--none of them will speak to you, maybe someone in the chain of command will "cast a magic spell on you" with behaviorism or something using no more than 3-5 words, but don't ever expect a psych worker to say something *helpful* to you or *completely solving of a problem you have*, no matter how much you're paying.
>
> Expose complete, again! Maybe it will help, someday?

On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:51:38 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:33:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:32:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:24:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:16:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:15:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 11:14:35 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book...*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women.. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > > > > > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > > > > > > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > > > > > > > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > > > > > > > > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> > > > > > > > The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.
> > > > > > > From the Dawkins quote, "vey"..."nothing is working"...more Ivy Rose Smith intelligence? Sure. All of this is based on her AIM conversations, AFAIK, she wasn't lying.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > - She claimed once that her mom caught her and her friends drinking underage age 4 in the morning.
> > > > > > > - Her grandmother died over the summer after 2004, but she said she wasn't that upset because her grandmother had a long and fairly good life.
> > > > > > > - She used the acronym "KIST"--Konen, Ivy, Sarah, Tori--to describe her core group of friends. Sarah Beltran was her best friend.
> > > > > > > - She had a friend, Halle Cowen, who had a dispute with my sophomore year roommate, Evan Stepanick, and that is why Ivy disliked Evan Stepanick--she saw him as a jerk.
> > > > > > > - She disliked GWB when we were friends.
> > > > > > > - She hugged me once while drinking underage sophomore year, in the hallway, 4th floor, Randolph Hall.
> > > > > > > - She liked this music: Maroon 5, Babylon 5, David Gray, Rob Thomas / Matchbox Twenty (she said RT was "like her husband"), The Beatles (in particular).
> > > > > > > - She claimed while drunk that Katie Lawrence was her best friend.
> > > > > > > - She used to come down from the 5th floor to the 4th to fill up her water bottle with water from the water fountain which was right outside my dorm room sophomore year, sometimes, sometimes alone and sometimes not.
> > > > > > > - During one of those visits, Ivy was with Katie Lawrence, and KL said to me, "Ivy said she wants to be having sex right now, isn't that immature?" I just said no and got quiet; Ivy smiled and didn't say anything. Then, they just left without saying anything. I had thought she was coming on to me but I was very un-perceptive and thought it might have been my imagination...I didn't flirt back.
> > > > > > > - According to Ivy's Facebook, she was once a member of Wellness Peer Mediators. Merida Marston, whom I spoke to less than Ivy and Katie Lawrence, was a member of a Facebook group called "Roll Over and Do It Again," which it was claimed was for people who had had sex at UMW.
> > > > > > > - Ivy, and her friend Chris Payne and also Christine Williams, and I went on a hiking trip to a river somewhere nearby. That was the only time she ever agreed to hang out with me. My leg was touching hers in the back seat of the car the whole time. When we got there, she went swimming, but didn't change clothes. I said some stupid sort of like rhyming thing after something Christine Williams said, and they just sort of ignored it. It didn't seem like anyone on the hiking/river trip liked me or had much to say. I never saw Chris Payne or "Crispy" or whatever they called him again.
> > > > > > > - Ivy lived in Mason freshman year.
> > > > > > > - I met Ivy at the intramural soccer team that I was on with David Younes and others. The first time she came to an outdoor soccer meeting outside on the field near Goolrick, the UMW gym, someone said, "Is Ivy playing?" and I said, "What kind of name is 'Ivy?'" Then, I saw who Ivy was and I thought she was very attractive and I got quiet, and then I looked her up on Facebook after the practice and found out her screenname--"tekymeky14"--and started emailing her.
> > > > > > > - Her email address was tekym...@yahoo.com , but was deleted by 2011 when I was captured (I tried it once then)...I might have also emailed her once when we were friends. She gave me her cell phone number once too, but I never called her.
> > > > > > > - She was from Roanoke, VA, and had gone to Cave Spring HS.
> > > > > > > - She basically never talked about chemistry or science with me ever.
> > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/04/19/sport/joasia-zakrzewski-ultrarunning-disqualification-spt-intl/index.html
> > > > > >
> > > > > > It is a satire of Joe Biden and the FBI and how they "do their jobs." I find it amusing.
> > > > > So, my one wish for the month, other than my immediate release and the removal of all malware from my computer, is for my abusive mother to SHUT UP and stop trying to extract vocal treats from me. I cannot, for the life of me, get her to stop asking me the most annoying, needling questions imaginable. What a pain! I cannot just get her to shut up and leave me alone, I just don't want to talk to her at all but she has no respect for that..
> > > > When my mother bothers me, she has the knowledge of how to do it in a maximally bothersome way, so sometimes, it messes up my mood for the rest of the day. I think it is her sport, she is a lunatic. Anyway, I don't want to talk about that right now...this last encounter didn't bother me as much as usual, partly because of the absence of the possibility of satellite harassment...my mother, for some reason, has amassed a lot of skill at talking to me in the most bothersome ways possible, she did know me since I was a baby and influence my upbringing and education quite a bit.
> > > >
> > > > So, I think I just did something with my computer that *might* have gotten rid of all the malware, but I cannot be sure?? AFAIK there is no way to tell, the Norton Anti-Virus scanners sometimes pretend that all the malware is gone when it isn't gone.
> > > >
> > > > Maybe I will just type to some extent, and then see if there are any typos or other irregularities in my typing. If nothing shows up for maybe 1-3 days, maybe I will conclude that the malware is probably gone, and it wouldn't be stressful to start trying to build my trading algorithm in Python again. I would have to re-install Python though since I uninstalled it earlier while trying to get rid of all the malware, I uninstalled almost all "non-trivial" programs to try that earlier.
> > > >
> > > > I'm going to work on chess strategy. I have not received enough help with this. People trying to "condition me" to "figure things out for myself" is stupid and pathetic, I do not have to agree with Ayn Rand about everything to be an American, I could have really used some help from people regarding trivial malware issues and satellite issues and other obnoxious political issues, I am supposed to have a job, not a "mystical journey to go around and learn pointless facts about how mobsters try to sabotage and impair mental patients," I didn't sign up for that course and I didn't want to take it and I certainly don't need that information or skillset to have a normal productive life, my time is being wasted by fake "psychologists" and friends.
> > > Should I have to become a skilled construction worker, too, in order to receive peace of mind and basic psychological help from the freaks who drive around town and follow me around and signal me in code? 100% of their signals are *just harassing*, not *one* thing that they signal is every helpful, promoting my health, or doing anything other than at least trying to bother and confuse me. As the MCV torture guy noted, I am just an emotional urinal to the loser-freaks of this crazy local area, and they are just mentally urinating on me when they show up to do some weird freaky code to "say something" and "harass me but with a cover that makes it look like it's really psychological help from an informal mental health advocacy team, that has formed to *help me*."
> > I saw the word "ever" change to "every," I don't know if that's a Google glitch, or if it means I still have malware.
> My nutjob mother just *had* to come back, and perform a few footsteps in my area before leaving silently without being seen, to "mark her turf" gain.. If you ever talk to this woman, try to see if she does things like this to you too. I'm her "disabled acquaintance," so she probably tries to "practice with a 'naked personality' around me" so that she can hone her "Star Wars Jedi annoyance-for-fun-and-social-profit skills" with a "safe target."
>
> Anyway, yeah, the question is, when it comes to the local "psychology" freaks, the question is, "is there anything at all that they *don't* think would be appropriate for therapy?" Is there one thing that would be too inappropriate or hurtful or awful that they shouldn't do to the patients that they don't think they could deny or make up an excuse or cover for? It seems like, almost everything these guys has to be, "to show you that life with mental illness is tough," which I already knew, and basically, the things that the people do are almost *never* pleasant at all, and almost *never* involving *clear communication.* Seriously, if you email the top Harvard anti-suicide professor, sharing some brilliant psych research IP ideas, hoping for a few words of a response from the professor, you'll find the person (Dr.. Nock in this case) to be less responsive and helpful than Stephen Cook, the Canadian Professor of CS. *Every* single representative in the "hierarchy of psychology" is in the "vow of silence" club--none of them will speak to you, maybe someone in the chain of command will "cast a magic spell on you" with behaviorism or something using no more than 3-5 words, but don't ever expect a psych worker to say something *helpful* to you or *completely solving of a problem you have*, no matter how much you're paying.
>
> Expose complete, again! Maybe it will help, someday?

On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 2:18:01 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:51:38 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:33:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:32:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:24:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:16:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:15:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 11:14:35 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book....*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years..
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
> > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > > > > > > > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > > > > > > > > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > > > > > > > > > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> > > > > > > > > The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.
> > > > > > > > From the Dawkins quote, "vey"..."nothing is working"...more Ivy Rose Smith intelligence? Sure. All of this is based on her AIM conversations, AFAIK, she wasn't lying.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > - She claimed once that her mom caught her and her friends drinking underage age 4 in the morning.
> > > > > > > > - Her grandmother died over the summer after 2004, but she said she wasn't that upset because her grandmother had a long and fairly good life.
> > > > > > > > - She used the acronym "KIST"--Konen, Ivy, Sarah, Tori--to describe her core group of friends. Sarah Beltran was her best friend.
> > > > > > > > - She had a friend, Halle Cowen, who had a dispute with my sophomore year roommate, Evan Stepanick, and that is why Ivy disliked Evan Stepanick--she saw him as a jerk.
> > > > > > > > - She disliked GWB when we were friends.
> > > > > > > > - She hugged me once while drinking underage sophomore year, in the hallway, 4th floor, Randolph Hall.
> > > > > > > > - She liked this music: Maroon 5, Babylon 5, David Gray, Rob Thomas / Matchbox Twenty (she said RT was "like her husband"), The Beatles (in particular).
> > > > > > > > - She claimed while drunk that Katie Lawrence was her best friend.
> > > > > > > > - She used to come down from the 5th floor to the 4th to fill up her water bottle with water from the water fountain which was right outside my dorm room sophomore year, sometimes, sometimes alone and sometimes not.
> > > > > > > > - During one of those visits, Ivy was with Katie Lawrence, and KL said to me, "Ivy said she wants to be having sex right now, isn't that immature?" I just said no and got quiet; Ivy smiled and didn't say anything. Then, they just left without saying anything. I had thought she was coming on to me but I was very un-perceptive and thought it might have been my imagination...I didn't flirt back.
> > > > > > > > - According to Ivy's Facebook, she was once a member of Wellness Peer Mediators. Merida Marston, whom I spoke to less than Ivy and Katie Lawrence, was a member of a Facebook group called "Roll Over and Do It Again," which it was claimed was for people who had had sex at UMW.
> > > > > > > > - Ivy, and her friend Chris Payne and also Christine Williams, and I went on a hiking trip to a river somewhere nearby. That was the only time she ever agreed to hang out with me. My leg was touching hers in the back seat of the car the whole time. When we got there, she went swimming, but didn't change clothes. I said some stupid sort of like rhyming thing after something Christine Williams said, and they just sort of ignored it. It didn't seem like anyone on the hiking/river trip liked me or had much to say. I never saw Chris Payne or "Crispy" or whatever they called him again.
> > > > > > > > - Ivy lived in Mason freshman year.
> > > > > > > > - I met Ivy at the intramural soccer team that I was on with David Younes and others. The first time she came to an outdoor soccer meeting outside on the field near Goolrick, the UMW gym, someone said, "Is Ivy playing?" and I said, "What kind of name is 'Ivy?'" Then, I saw who Ivy was and I thought she was very attractive and I got quiet, and then I looked her up on Facebook after the practice and found out her screenname--"tekymeky14"--and started emailing her.
> > > > > > > > - Her email address was tekym...@yahoo.com , but was deleted by 2011 when I was captured (I tried it once then)...I might have also emailed her once when we were friends. She gave me her cell phone number once too, but I never called her.
> > > > > > > > - She was from Roanoke, VA, and had gone to Cave Spring HS.
> > > > > > > > - She basically never talked about chemistry or science with me ever.
> > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/04/19/sport/joasia-zakrzewski-ultrarunning-disqualification-spt-intl/index.html
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > It is a satire of Joe Biden and the FBI and how they "do their jobs." I find it amusing.
> > > > > > So, my one wish for the month, other than my immediate release and the removal of all malware from my computer, is for my abusive mother to SHUT UP and stop trying to extract vocal treats from me. I cannot, for the life of me, get her to stop asking me the most annoying, needling questions imaginable. What a pain! I cannot just get her to shut up and leave me alone, I just don't want to talk to her at all but she has no respect for that.
> > > > > When my mother bothers me, she has the knowledge of how to do it in a maximally bothersome way, so sometimes, it messes up my mood for the rest of the day. I think it is her sport, she is a lunatic. Anyway, I don't want to talk about that right now...this last encounter didn't bother me as much as usual, partly because of the absence of the possibility of satellite harassment...my mother, for some reason, has amassed a lot of skill at talking to me in the most bothersome ways possible, she did know me since I was a baby and influence my upbringing and education quite a bit.
> > > > >
> > > > > So, I think I just did something with my computer that *might* have gotten rid of all the malware, but I cannot be sure?? AFAIK there is no way to tell, the Norton Anti-Virus scanners sometimes pretend that all the malware is gone when it isn't gone.
> > > > >
> > > > > Maybe I will just type to some extent, and then see if there are any typos or other irregularities in my typing. If nothing shows up for maybe 1-3 days, maybe I will conclude that the malware is probably gone, and it wouldn't be stressful to start trying to build my trading algorithm in Python again. I would have to re-install Python though since I uninstalled it earlier while trying to get rid of all the malware, I uninstalled almost all "non-trivial" programs to try that earlier.
> > > > >
> > > > > I'm going to work on chess strategy. I have not received enough help with this. People trying to "condition me" to "figure things out for myself" is stupid and pathetic, I do not have to agree with Ayn Rand about everything to be an American, I could have really used some help from people regarding trivial malware issues and satellite issues and other obnoxious political issues, I am supposed to have a job, not a "mystical journey to go around and learn pointless facts about how mobsters try to sabotage and impair mental patients," I didn't sign up for that course and I didn't want to take it and I certainly don't need that information or skillset to have a normal productive life, my time is being wasted by fake "psychologists" and friends.
> > > > Should I have to become a skilled construction worker, too, in order to receive peace of mind and basic psychological help from the freaks who drive around town and follow me around and signal me in code? 100% of their signals are *just harassing*, not *one* thing that they signal is every helpful, promoting my health, or doing anything other than at least trying to bother and confuse me. As the MCV torture guy noted, I am just an emotional urinal to the loser-freaks of this crazy local area, and they are just mentally urinating on me when they show up to do some weird freaky code to "say something" and "harass me but with a cover that makes it look like it's really psychological help from an informal mental health advocacy team, that has formed to *help me*."
> > > I saw the word "ever" change to "every," I don't know if that's a Google glitch, or if it means I still have malware.
> > My nutjob mother just *had* to come back, and perform a few footsteps in my area before leaving silently without being seen, to "mark her turf" gain. If you ever talk to this woman, try to see if she does things like this to you too. I'm her "disabled acquaintance," so she probably tries to "practice with a 'naked personality' around me" so that she can hone her "Star Wars Jedi annoyance-for-fun-and-social-profit skills" with a "safe target."
> >
> > Anyway, yeah, the question is, when it comes to the local "psychology" freaks, the question is, "is there anything at all that they *don't* think would be appropriate for therapy?" Is there one thing that would be too inappropriate or hurtful or awful that they shouldn't do to the patients that they don't think they could deny or make up an excuse or cover for? It seems like, almost everything these guys has to be, "to show you that life with mental illness is tough," which I already knew, and basically, the things that the people do are almost *never* pleasant at all, and almost *never* involving *clear communication.* Seriously, if you email the top Harvard anti-suicide professor, sharing some brilliant psych research IP ideas, hoping for a few words of a response from the professor, you'll find the person (Dr. Nock in this case) to be less responsive and helpful than Stephen Cook, the Canadian Professor of CS. *Every* single representative in the "hierarchy of psychology" is in the "vow of silence" club--none of them will speak to you, maybe someone in the chain of command will "cast a magic spell on you" with behaviorism or something using no more than 3-5 words, but don't ever expect a psych worker to say something *helpful* to you or *completely solving of a problem you have*, no matter how much you're paying.
> >
> > Expose complete, again! Maybe it will help, someday?
> It is very annoying that my post got deleted by browser malware.
>
> What I said was, the lie that many Americans have been dying for recently is, Terence Tao's claim that "some people have a mathematical disease." There is actually no such thing. I just like math and am very good at it, and Terence Tao has been lying and manipulating and killing and torturing to try to keep his first-place position in math. Quite simply, he is not as good at math as I am, and has successfully convinced some other crooks that I have a "mathematical disease" and that it is "very unhealthy for me to get involved with thinking about math and CS and science, *especially* for money." It's a cynical, highly mass-lethal ploy, that has killed literally millions of Americans already, by depriving them of my STEM research. I ought to be allowed to research and publish, I should not be denied my career because Terence Tao "thinks my talent at math is 'unhealthy.'" Unhealthy for whom, anyway? His and Scott Aaronson's egos?? How on earth could mathematics be unhealthy? Is there a sort of "breakfast cereal" disease, too? What about an "acting disease?" I don't know, what about, maybe, a, uh, *sexual disease*?

On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 2:19:06 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 2:18:01 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:51:38 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:33:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:32:58 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:24:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:16:59 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > On Friday, April 21, 2023 at 12:15:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 11:14:35 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:59:19 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:55:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 10:53:36 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 9:54:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 7:42:49 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 4:19:17 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:33:09 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:31:04 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:29:18 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:18:53 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thursday, April 20, 2023 at 2:09:26 PM UTC-4, Philip White wrote:
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I copied it again, here's what I said:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll answer the "WHAT H" prompt from the news:
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Should I not have to follow rules? I think I should follow all of the rules that I'm required to follow as an American. I don't think my life is a movie, and that a "cool judge character" will show up and tell me, "you know what pardner, I'm the boss around here, and I think, even though you broke one of the biggest rules in the book....*I* think you're OK, and *my* opinion is what matters." I don't expect or value that.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think you should have to follow the rules? How old are you? Do you think you should maybe have to follow *just some* of the rules? Which rules do you not care about? Whom do you see as the "rules boss" who would get you if you violated one of the rules not in the omitted subset? Do life-and-death rules matter? If lots of other people were dying, would you start to follow the rules that you were previously breaking that, if you would actually would follow them, would save the people who were dying, just as those rules were designed to do?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, the reason why I am not trying to make friends around here is, in addition to the fact that I'm worried that this area is filled with wild, evil right-wing extremists, I also do not have a source of income. I believe in the idea that adult women out of college typically are not likely to be impressed by men who do not have a job or a source of income; maybe "I have been sick and I've been abused" is a defensible case, but that is not likely to be attractive to most desirable women. I have been trying to become financially independent now, very vigorously, since September 2020, and *every time* I try to do it, it's like that scene from Spider-man 1 at the end where the Green Goblin steps on Spider-man's hand as he's trying to shoot out another web, and basically, he's saying, "It's game over, Philip, you cannot shoot any more webs, you are strictly forbidden from ever working or having a job ever again." That is outrageous, highly illegal, and pure evil.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > It is possible that the very few people I've interacted with who tried to help me a little bit have very different political beliefs from what my beliefs are, too. I'm willing to discuss my beliefs; if someone could explain to me why they think my core assumptions about politics and the world are wrong, or why some conclusions I've drawn based on my core values and beliefs are wrong, I'm open to changing my beliefs after some sort of friendly enough discussion or debate...my goal is to be *right* about all my beliefs, not to be illogical or morally wrong in any way. If there's some serious objection to my political beliefs from the law-enforcement types of other people in this area, I haven't heard what that objection might be. I think all of my behaviors and beliefs are fine and normal.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do people who would claim that they don't just hate me biologically for being mentally ill have some specific objection to my "code of conduct" or how I behave? Given my circumstances and how I'm treated in American society, shouldn't my way of acting qualify as "highly competitive and productive/high-achieving, and admirable"? Is there something I'm doing wrong that others would do differently in my situation that I'm not aware of? AFAIK, everything I've done has been perfectly correct, since May 2011.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you think I need to "learn my place?" I know my place. I am writing on my own threads on the internet. I have tried to get help, and am typically denied real service whenever I contact anyone. The government's place is not in my room with satellites, or on my computer with malware. The government is supposed to follow the rules for it too.. I am in "my place," and the government has done and allowed things to be done to me that other citizens in this area would really really not like the government doing to them. Why should I be treated differently from the rest of you, if it is really not based on prejudice and biological-discrimination-based extremism as they claim?
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am the person in this area who said, "be humane and pay your debts."
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > You rejected me, and it was because I am biologically different.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Women" of this area, in particular, what will you do when I am gone and you try to make the same sort of protest? Maybe you will sound like a Papa Roach or Metallica song.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I just completed a huge math breakthrough that is very important and dazzling to me, and it ought to help me become a better chess player! I'm excited about it, and will work with it more in the next few days; it is possible that I have found "the right place to dig" for more great STEM ideas, and that I'll stay with this particular idea for years.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway, it is also worth noting that, in the future, I'm committed to using copyright protection--after I'm out of captivity--to secure my research rights, and prevent people from using my work without it being for exactly what I intend it to be for, and without *giving me credit* in particular. I'll be sure to do some great research into anti-plagiarism, too, to support that cause.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Basically, when I'm ready, and have gotten enough money from the removal of the malware from my computer (I contacted the FBI yesterday, and I wonder, does Chris Voss say to people at book signings, "I hate your disabled kid!!!!!" ?), I will do research frequently, and basically *research for credit*. I am very brilliant, and once *getting credit* for my work is my last real professional goal, I will basically engineer myself a clear path to fame and accolades, including a Nobel Prize.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > For those goons and other idiots who think it is a good use of your time to try to "contain me to protect the precious precious reputation of Joseph Schwartz and a few other freaky quacks who somehow acquired higher education credentials", let me tell you right now, you *are* wasting everyone's time, and money. No one is going to pay you for holding me back; I am doing the real work and the real research, all you are doing by trying to cage me is ruining yourselves, ruining the USA, holding back valuable STEM research that I refuse to share until I'm liberated, disgracing Congress and the WH, and causing very many mass shootings every week.. You are not getting some big movie-like thank you after the "end of the containment effort," every day of my time you waste hurts Biden's polls, kills American citizens, kills people in Africa, and kills people Ukraine. Putin isn't going to pay you for that, maybe you can score up a few pennies from ISIS or whatever is left of al-Qaeda? Whatever "service" you're saying that you're providing by keeping me from working, no one but a few thousand failed organized crime lunatics want to thank you, and they aren't exactly known for their generosity or honesty. You ought to just stop now and leave me alone, you're mainly hurting yourselves, and the people you are feeding to terrorists--I'm not even directly injured, it's just a few more days or weeks of my time.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Please leave me alone and stop following me around, planning attacks or whatever against me, and just go home.
> > > > > > > > > > > > > So, if 10,000 people in the US were going to die because they aren't getting access to my research on time because the FBI isn't answering me, would they break formation and finally email me and help me get rid of the malware??
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm pretty sure I will get out of this someday and it will be discussed when I'm a famous billionaire and researcher...if the FBI doggedly refuses to speak to me because I'm disabled, I will eventually get a lawyer and try to contact the FBI through a lawyer. I also contacted HCPD; they stonewalled me and refused to help. I contacted VA state police too, and they haven't answered yet. Disgusting corruption and deliberate slowness, really...I get the cue, it's nothing new.
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'll look into getting a lawyer on April 24, which is the same day as my next psych appointment.
> > > > > > > > > > > > I just read Richard Dawkins' Twitter.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Does the FBI view its outrageous posture on me as: an investment, a vendetta, a deniable Patriot-Act terrorist attack, an attempted second Holocaust initiation, a joke, a huge fraudulent screw-you to the USA, or a study of massively destructive insider threat bloopers?
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > Take your pick, it's not doing anything good for America, they swear by it and say they're so proud of it, then something goes wrong again, and they say it's my fault.
> > > > > > > > > > > Did some FBI clown find out how good I looked naked between the years of 2006 and 2010 in particular, and get extremely jealous of my body and athleticism and other desirable attributes I had going for me back then, and wall me into a big sort of wall-enclosure, like in the Cask of Amontillado or whatever? Is that what this? Who's the fat redneck wife-loser at the FBI whose wife masturbates to my NSA badge photo instead of him?
> > > > > > > > > > The FBI is keenly aware of the facts, and that I am innocent, regardless of bizarre personal grudges. I suppose that provokes the question: Is there even one straight single female FBI agent working for the FBI? My impression is, no, not even one.
> > > > > > > > > From the Dawkins quote, "vey"..."nothing is working"...more Ivy Rose Smith intelligence? Sure. All of this is based on her AIM conversations, AFAIK, she wasn't lying.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > - She claimed once that her mom caught her and her friends drinking underage age 4 in the morning.
> > > > > > > > > - Her grandmother died over the summer after 2004, but she said she wasn't that upset because her grandmother had a long and fairly good life.
> > > > > > > > > - She used the acronym "KIST"--Konen, Ivy, Sarah, Tori--to describe her core group of friends. Sarah Beltran was her best friend.
> > > > > > > > > - She had a friend, Halle Cowen, who had a dispute with my sophomore year roommate, Evan Stepanick, and that is why Ivy disliked Evan Stepanick--she saw him as a jerk.
> > > > > > > > > - She disliked GWB when we were friends.
> > > > > > > > > - She hugged me once while drinking underage sophomore year, in the hallway, 4th floor, Randolph Hall.
> > > > > > > > > - She liked this music: Maroon 5, Babylon 5, David Gray, Rob Thomas / Matchbox Twenty (she said RT was "like her husband"), The Beatles (in particular).
> > > > > > > > > - She claimed while drunk that Katie Lawrence was her best friend.
> > > > > > > > > - She used to come down from the 5th floor to the 4th to fill up her water bottle with water from the water fountain which was right outside my dorm room sophomore year, sometimes, sometimes alone and sometimes not.
> > > > > > > > > - During one of those visits, Ivy was with Katie Lawrence, and KL said to me, "Ivy said she wants to be having sex right now, isn't that immature?" I just said no and got quiet; Ivy smiled and didn't say anything. Then, they just left without saying anything. I had thought she was coming on to me but I was very un-perceptive and thought it might have been my imagination...I didn't flirt back.
> > > > > > > > > - According to Ivy's Facebook, she was once a member of Wellness Peer Mediators. Merida Marston, whom I spoke to less than Ivy and Katie Lawrence, was a member of a Facebook group called "Roll Over and Do It Again," which it was claimed was for people who had had sex at UMW.
> > > > > > > > > - Ivy, and her friend Chris Payne and also Christine Williams, and I went on a hiking trip to a river somewhere nearby. That was the only time she ever agreed to hang out with me. My leg was touching hers in the back seat of the car the whole time. When we got there, she went swimming, but didn't change clothes. I said some stupid sort of like rhyming thing after something Christine Williams said, and they just sort of ignored it. It didn't seem like anyone on the hiking/river trip liked me or had much to say. I never saw Chris Payne or "Crispy" or whatever they called him again.
> > > > > > > > > - Ivy lived in Mason freshman year.
> > > > > > > > > - I met Ivy at the intramural soccer team that I was on with David Younes and others. The first time she came to an outdoor soccer meeting outside on the field near Goolrick, the UMW gym, someone said, "Is Ivy playing?" and I said, "What kind of name is 'Ivy?'" Then, I saw who Ivy was and I thought she was very attractive and I got quiet, and then I looked her up on Facebook after the practice and found out her screenname--"tekymeky14"--and started emailing her.
> > > > > > > > > - Her email address was tekym...@yahoo.com , but was deleted by 2011 when I was captured (I tried it once then)...I might have also emailed her once when we were friends. She gave me her cell phone number once too, but I never called her.
> > > > > > > > > - She was from Roanoke, VA, and had gone to Cave Spring HS.
> > > > > > > > > - She basically never talked about chemistry or science with me ever.
> > > > > > > > https://www.cnn.com/2023/04/19/sport/joasia-zakrzewski-ultrarunning-disqualification-spt-intl/index.html
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> > > > > > > > It is a satire of Joe Biden and the FBI and how they "do their jobs." I find it amusing.
> > > > > > > So, my one wish for the month, other than my immediate release and the removal of all malware from my computer, is for my abusive mother to SHUT UP and stop trying to extract vocal treats from me. I cannot, for the life of me, get her to stop asking me the most annoying, needling questions imaginable. What a pain! I cannot just get her to shut up and leave me alone, I just don't want to talk to her at all but she has no respect for that.
> > > > > > When my mother bothers me, she has the knowledge of how to do it in a maximally bothersome way, so sometimes, it messes up my mood for the rest of the day. I think it is her sport, she is a lunatic. Anyway, I don't want to talk about that right now...this last encounter didn't bother me as much as usual, partly because of the absence of the possibility of satellite harassment...my mother, for some reason, has amassed a lot of skill at talking to me in the most bothersome ways possible, she did know me since I was a baby and influence my upbringing and education quite a bit.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > So, I think I just did something with my computer that *might* have gotten rid of all the malware, but I cannot be sure?? AFAIK there is no way to tell, the Norton Anti-Virus scanners sometimes pretend that all the malware is gone when it isn't gone.
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> > > > > > Maybe I will just type to some extent, and then see if there are any typos or other irregularities in my typing. If nothing shows up for maybe 1-3 days, maybe I will conclude that the malware is probably gone, and it wouldn't be stressful to start trying to build my trading algorithm in Python again. I would have to re-install Python though since I uninstalled it earlier while trying to get rid of all the malware, I uninstalled almost all "non-trivial" programs to try that earlier.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I'm going to work on chess strategy. I have not received enough help with this. People trying to "condition me" to "figure things out for myself" is stupid and pathetic, I do not have to agree with Ayn Rand about everything to be an American, I could have really used some help from people regarding trivial malware issues and satellite issues and other obnoxious political issues, I am supposed to have a job, not a "mystical journey to go around and learn pointless facts about how mobsters try to sabotage and impair mental patients," I didn't sign up for that course and I didn't want to take it and I certainly don't need that information or skillset to have a normal productive life, my time is being wasted by fake "psychologists" and friends.
> > > > > Should I have to become a skilled construction worker, too, in order to receive peace of mind and basic psychological help from the freaks who drive around town and follow me around and signal me in code? 100% of their signals are *just harassing*, not *one* thing that they signal is every helpful, promoting my health, or doing anything other than at least trying to bother and confuse me. As the MCV torture guy noted, I am just an emotional urinal to the loser-freaks of this crazy local area, and they are just mentally urinating on me when they show up to do some weird freaky code to "say something" and "harass me but with a cover that makes it look like it's really psychological help from an informal mental health advocacy team, that has formed to *help me*."
> > > > I saw the word "ever" change to "every," I don't know if that's a Google glitch, or if it means I still have malware.
> > > My nutjob mother just *had* to come back, and perform a few footsteps in my area before leaving silently without being seen, to "mark her turf" gain. If you ever talk to this woman, try to see if she does things like this to you too. I'm her "disabled acquaintance," so she probably tries to "practice with a 'naked personality' around me" so that she can hone her "Star Wars Jedi annoyance-for-fun-and-social-profit skills" with a "safe target.."
> > >
> > > Anyway, yeah, the question is, when it comes to the local "psychology" freaks, the question is, "is there anything at all that they *don't* think would be appropriate for therapy?" Is there one thing that would be too inappropriate or hurtful or awful that they shouldn't do to the patients that they don't think they could deny or make up an excuse or cover for? It seems like, almost everything these guys has to be, "to show you that life with mental illness is tough," which I already knew, and basically, the things that the people do are almost *never* pleasant at all, and almost *never* involving *clear communication.* Seriously, if you email the top Harvard anti-suicide professor, sharing some brilliant psych research IP ideas, hoping for a few words of a response from the professor, you'll find the person (Dr. Nock in this case) to be less responsive and helpful than Stephen Cook, the Canadian Professor of CS. *Every* single representative in the "hierarchy of psychology" is in the "vow of silence" club--none of them will speak to you, maybe someone in the chain of command will "cast a magic spell on you" with behaviorism or something using no more than 3-5 words, but don't ever expect a psych worker to say something *helpful* to you or *completely solving of a problem you have*, no matter how much you're paying.
> > >
> > > Expose complete, again! Maybe it will help, someday?
> > It is very annoying that my post got deleted by browser malware.
> >
> > What I said was, the lie that many Americans have been dying for recently is, Terence Tao's claim that "some people have a mathematical disease." There is actually no such thing. I just like math and am very good at it, and Terence Tao has been lying and manipulating and killing and torturing to try to keep his first-place position in math. Quite simply, he is not as good at math as I am, and has successfully convinced some other crooks that I have a "mathematical disease" and that it is "very unhealthy for me to get involved with thinking about math and CS and science, *especially* for money." It's a cynical, highly mass-lethal ploy, that has killed literally millions of Americans already, by depriving them of my STEM research. I ought to be allowed to research and publish, I should not be denied my career because Terence Tao "thinks my talent at math is 'unhealthy.'" Unhealthy for whom, anyway? His and Scott Aaronson's egos?? How on earth could mathematics be unhealthy? Is there a sort of "breakfast cereal" disease, too? What about an "acting disease?" I don't know, what about, maybe, a, uh, *sexual disease*?
> And yes, the obvious quip is:
>
> "You are actually so dumb that you fell for *THAT*?"